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2011-10-16T18:56:00.002+08:00

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The Brick Walls

2011-04-11T15:00:00.006+08:00

"The brick walls are not there to keep us out; the brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something." ~Randy Pausch

"Brick Walls" are commonly known to us as an obstacle, an obstruction to something that we want to achieve. And many a time, we give up because we think that the wall is too strong, too tall for us to knock it down. This is no wonder that Randy Pausch decided to give a final and ever aspiring lecturer, named "The Last Lecture: Achieving Your Childhood Dreams".

We have to ask ourselves, do we really, really want it? or it's just something we are just comfortable with, if we had it.

Out of the school for a couple of months now, and it seem that I'm getting used to the non-classroom environment. Disregarding the monotonous National Anthem, and School Song (that most people sleep halfway through), working life is actually much more... boring, especially office work. You sit at your desk, flipping through invoices, recordings, answering calls like an veteran operator(and act like you know something, but actually you don't), and knocking off at 630pm. Everyday is just purely routine. It's not the same mental drain from studying, but it's what i call, work drain. I honestly wish I could pour everything down the drain instead. The only thing that's good? It's that I could take my driving lessons during work, now that's what I call, awesome.

I started out late compared to my peers in having a license to drive, thus I did some simple math, and realised I had to have it before I'm enlisted to... serve the country? or rather, forced to serve the country. You have 'rubber ducky' downstairs, what do you expect? Every lesson I had, I told myself, I have to get this license before my enlistment, I just have to. My brick wall was the short amount of time I only had, I knew I had to work a way through. In the end, within less than 5 months, I had it, finally. My solution? Read further on.

Dec: BTT

Feb: FTT

Apr: TP

-3 Lessons/ Week

-1 1/2 hour/ Lesson

- $1xxx to spend

BTT: I remembered it was just a week right after my A levels.

FTT: If I'm not wrong, I was drunk the night before the test, and what's worst, I didn't study at all... till 3 hours before the test!

TP: Worst of all tests. If anyone knows the rules, striking or mounting a curb, is a serious offence. I striked a curb, and my balls nearly dropped... actually it dropped. The feeling it's like, 10,000 voices in you, telling you, it's over, it's gone, try again next time.

Fortunately, I PASSED! Retracted my balls back to the original place. haha.

To actually break down the walls, you have to mind fcuked your mind with what you really really want. Like I've said, 10,000 voices against your 1 voice in you, can you overcome that? These walls do not have pre-warning sign (i wish they had), and most of the time, you have only seconds to react, to break down the wall, to escape from failure.

that moment, that kiss.

2011-04-08T09:54:00.001+08:00

Ever felt a moment that is indescribable? A moment, that nobody could every replicate the action, to get the same feeling? Yupp, it's that moment, that kiss/feel.

Everybody in this world, had wishes that time would just stopped, so that they could enjoy just a little bit more of what they think is actually the 'magic moment'. This magic moment, is when you don't really bother how the world looks at you, you just want to have it, for long. But unfortunately, this world, is indeed a cruel world. You do not have the power to stop time, you do not have the power to press 'replay' to re enact the same scene, same feel. This feeling lasts for only a few seconds, and it will be gone forever, and ever.

What really my point here is, to treasure every moment you have within that magical moment. No amount of money could ever get you close to whatever you have felt. Many a times, people take too granted for what they have. They think it's normal, they think it's just a routine. Till the day they lost it, is till the time they start treasuring it. But honestly, what's the point? We can only regret, and regret more. Every decision made in our lives, will either cause hurt, pain, love, or affect the people around you. And I mean, EVERY action. We were never alone, it's just that we don't realise it, simply because we do not care and we do not bother, with a mindset of 'I want this now, this is my life, I execute every action is none of your fucking business'.

This...'belief' has made them live, but in time to come, it will make them regret. Thoughts like 'should not have done that', 'should have done this'. Sadly, they do not feel it, till they experience it. But when it comes, everything will be gone.

Just like ....

Quantity vs Quality

2011-04-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

Brian Tracy said..."Eighty percent of life's satisfaction comes from meaningful relationships." Think about it...when you look back at the end of your life what will really matter? Five words...the quality of your relationships.

So here's the question: If your relationships are the most important part of your life, what are you doing to make them all they can be?

there's many a time, when i see people have thousand ands thousands of friends, the question is, so what? i'm a person who treats relationships, be it friends or lovers, very very seriously, because I do believe in quality, rather than the quantity of friends. As such, I'm able to not tire myself out, and give my fullest to the person I'm with at all times. Have you ever felt rather frustrated when a friend is with you, and he uses his phone like nearly 90% of the time? I mean, what's the point of even meeting up? He doesn't even give you the respect that you have taken your precious time, that you could use to do any other things, to spend the time with you. Like please, I-didn't-beg-you-to-spend-the-time-with-me feelings arises. Haha, but don't be surprised, some of these people, do not actually know that they are actually disrespecting you! It's because most of the time, either they are too used to it, or we based on our friends relationship, and so, we do not really want to be too calculative. Personally, a few times, it may be some urgent issues that you need to settle, of course, that's like perfectly fine. But if it's too many a time, it certainly gives me a reason to believe that whatever I've said above, is true.

There was once, a good friend told me when we were browsing through facebook.

"Wa, look at all these people, so many brothers and sisters. Their mother must be a pig. HAHA"

I was like,

"HAHAHAH. WTF? True ah."

Coming to think of it, I really don't know how these people can manage so many relationships. Each and every one of us have only 24 hours a day, not an extra hour even if you're PM's son. Till now, there's only a couple of reasons that could convince me they are managing these relationships well, and i mean WELL. Either you have nothing to do for 24 hours or you're giving much less than what your friend is giving you. It's simple math. Assuming you have nothing to do for 24 hours, no work, no stress, no family, no shite.

YOU. 24 HOURS. 10 GOOD FRIENDS.

24 - 12 (Sleeping Time) = 12 HOURS

12/10 = 1.2 HOURS or QUALITY TIME

HE/SHE. 24 HOURS. 100 FRIENDS

24 - 12 (Sleeping Time) = 12 HOURS

12/100 = 0.12 HOURS or Not-So-Quality TIME

You gave in 1.2 hours of quality time, he/she gave in 0.12? WTF? So most people will tend to be 'smarter' by cutting back on their sleeping time, from 12 Hours (est. be the best) to 5 Hours (just enough to past the day). So in math, they save 7 Hours, that is practically used to spend time to manage the MASSIVE number of friends they have, or rather, they think they have. By right, it seems manageable, by left, compared to a person who has 12 hours of sleep and a person with 5 hours of sleep, who can give you better quality time?

*PS. Many people will hate me for posting this, because they are actually guilty of it, and strikes directly into them. Fortunately, or unfortunately, I don't really care. Since I have only a couple of good friends that I truly care and treasure and making sure I gave them my best quality time, I'm certain they would do the same. To you who is affected or disturbed by this, either you start changing your life, or you can don't do anything about it. 5 years down the road, I can assure you, the turnover rate of your circle of 'friends', that you spend 0.12 quality time with, will change faster than you can imagine. That's not the worst, the true friends, that gave you 1.2 quality time, will also eventually leave you. Don't talk to me about "giving but expecting no returns", to me that's bullshit. We are all humans, you know it, I know it. You want to give someone your love, but you do not mind expecting none in return? Either you're already attached because you're one in a million, or you can actually PM me, I'm single btw.

everything is not right.

2011-03-09T18:05:00.000+08:00

just so happen, i was twit hopping in my twitter account. so many unknown craps following me, wait WHO ARE THEY?! don't wanna delete them, so baddd.

i saw her twitter account, it's like wow. i shouldn't be appearing anymore, in her life. i feel like i'm pulling her down.

came, stayed, left.

2011-02-23T16:49:00.000+08:00

life is short, make the decisions that you'll not regret in future. Friends, have you wondered, when will it be the next time you'll be standing next to the person you love? whether you'll wake up tomorrow to see the sunrise again? whether your parents do come home every night after their endless shifts of work?

Who can we rely on? Relatives? Friends? Your soulmate? This world is becoming too superficial. People are working for benefits, purely. Choose your friends wisely, know who is really worth the time building relationship on.

Honestly, I don't know why am I writing all these. Just random thoughts coming into me these few days. WHAT?! I must be crazy, going to. I'm learning a new musical instrument, hope it could soothe my heart, my mind, and my soul. Either way, my piano is always there for me whenever the fragile heart calls for it. Sometimes I wonder, just how much tears have fell on the keyboard. At least my 2 hammy-s are still in love, and they could really cheer me up with their silly actions. Just by looking at thier faces, aww.

my days are being counted.

2011-02-21T14:57:00.000+08:00

2 more months to live. depression takes over me. goodbye world.

you leave me hanging.

2011-02-19T17:52:00.000+08:00

so many things happen in just a short period after my a levels. it may seem long, but my heart stopped ever since I put my heart into studies fully last year. so many thoughts put into words to create so many posts, and 1 message to destroy it all. what were you thinking? I really wish to know. how i wish i am god, that could read right through your heart. avoiding is what you really meant? or this is your revenge back on me? I really don't know, even if it is, I really don't mind getting hurt by you. how I wish I could lend you a helping hand, but it seems like you're pushing me away from you. If you've already chose the ending, please tell me face to face, because I don't believe in text. You were the reason, You are the reason, and You are will be the reason. If you do not love me anymore, tell me straight in my face, because I don't wanna see you tear again, don't wanna see you feeling pain, don't wanna the rainbow colors in you, fade.

After A Long Long Break...

2011-01-19T21:23:00.001+08:00

Hey BLOG STALKERS! Congratulations that you came to know I finally updated this blog ever since... ever since I was taking my A Levels! Thinking of it, it seems so so so far away, but it just ended barely a month ago! It must be my late nights clubbing and drinking that made my memory so fcuked up. Well, I'm trying hard not to fall into temptations of S**k*ng. It's really, really bad. So many of my friends are being seriously fcuked by it's harmful side effects, and WHAT?! mind you, they are only 19. I wonder what will happen if the continue, so afraid. Sometimes, we all know the harms, but we just chose to ignore it, until we experience it. Ever found yourself coughing non-stop for more than 3 weeks? Ever found yourself running for a bus, but feel really really tired? Ever found yourself that you need it whenever you have nothing to do? We are the masters of them, don't let yourself be a slave to it. Sometimes for fun, yes. Other times, don't even look at it. It's not cool. and definitely not healthy. Stop it friends. I don't want to lose you guys.

Hebe - To Hebe

2010-09-02T21:50:00.001+08:00

This song make me feel so ... yeah . Sometimes, it's just too painful?

Unexpected, Unforeseen, Unexplainable

2010-08-29T23:41:00.003+08:00

Hi guys! It's been a week again! and a rather UN week (UNexpected, UNforeseen, UNexplainable)!

First and foremost, the weather! Due to global warming and whatever shite the multi national companies are doing in whatever country, the weather is seriously, seriously, getting fcuked up i have to say. Just look at the sky one day, and you thought it was 6pm, but no! it's actually 3pm. This is my neighbourhood (for those who have drop by before), it's normally comparable to a furnace when it's 3pm, but look at this scarrryyy weather. Sometimes i whether 2012 is really the end of the world.

But than again, there's always a weather that i love the most, that is to see the sunset =)

The Sun and the clear Blue Sky always reminds me of summer holidays overseas (although I've not experience one before). I guess to me, this is beautiful. Especially when you're able to share what you see with your loved one.

In the car, other than taking pictures, I really wish she could see the same sky even when we're apart.

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Secondly, I've downloaded loads of Kpop songs. Okay, this is weird. As you all know, my iPod is either filled with Chinese or Dance (my friends called it emo & ahbeng) songs.But apparently, I've been sucked into the world of Kpop. (Okay, you must be thinking I don't even know SNSD is coming to Singapore and I'm too backward!) But ... I KNOW OKAY. HAHA!

(**Guys: Stop looking at the legs, Girls: Stop looking at thier hairstyle, dress and heels!)

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Thirdly! Apparently, I WON THE WORLD CUP! (don't wth me =x)

Now you know who really won the world cup isn't it? HAHAHA! (okay, it has nothing to do with TEAM MI, i swear)

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Fourthly, okay I have to confess something, i drew on a female's hand. This is something BIG alright! I don't or seldom draw on people's hand okay because ... my drawing is phail~ Okay, Aaron, enough of your embarrassment confession on your blog~ NEXTTTT

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Fith-ly, I got a new iPhone Casing! AhRon (my iPhone name) needed to be pampered at times you know. So I bought a new 'shirt' for him. I have to say ... it's too cool for him man.

Apparently, somebody said it changed sex and made me girly! Maybe I should change sex, hmm.

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Sixth-ly, after a month of Dance lesson from Studio Wu, I'm actually quite fascinated by the dress style these dancers wear. You know the XL shirts, the baggy pants, the Nike Dunks, the NYK Baseball hats. I guess I'm trying one of this days. So friends, don't be shocked! haha!

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Seventhly! Guo Shu Yao (Yao Yao) has released her new album! This is an ironic issue for me as I always hated singers that can't obviously sing, that gather fans based on her looks. SO one day, I decided to thrash that thought and downloaded her song. And hey, songs are not bad! Bravo to her song writers and lyricist, and also giving her credit for her hard work in trying to improve herself. (it's kinda obvious comparing her 1st and 2nd album). So a lesson learnt, don't make a judgement on people base on the first impression your mind thinks!
**Addidtional info, she's 20 and holds an E-cup =) so ladies ... yeah.

Real name: Guo Shuyao (郭書瑤)

Nickname: Yaoyao (瑤瑤)
Height: 155cm
Weight: 42kg
Profession : Singer, Model
Measurements: 33F/23/33
Birthday: 1990/7/18
Constellation: Cancer
Blood Type: AB
Place of Birth: Taipei
Family members: Mom, Dad, brother, sister
Language: English
Favorite food: see mood
Favorite animal: cat
Favorite color: white, black, pink
Favorite sport: dancing
Favorite dress: simple elegant
The most special expertise: dance
Motto: To strive to only grow!

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Updates: Songs updates (Kpop, YaoYao 1st&2nd album)

Can't Help But Think...

2010-08-24T22:02:00.003+08:00

It's a special day, that years back I would celebrate with a person. But thats was all past, that was history. I tried not to think about it, but sometimes, I just couldn't help it. Please don't get me wrong, the feelings is gone, and I sincerely wish you all the best in future. But I'm just being honest here, that sometimes memories flashbacks just occurs to me.

Once, I was listen to a girl (friend) of mine sharing her relationships problems with me, and some words that have still stuck with me for a long time. She said that

"There's no point looking at the past, What we have now is the future, and We should always look forward and make the best of it"

and I told her that saying was easy, but by actually doing it, it's not going to be easy. Well, but than again, after thinking about the conversation I had with her, I thought that whatever she said was actually quite true. I mean, what's the point of looking at the past, when you know, it's impossible to go back to the past again.

My point here is not about being emotional again by thinking of that special someone that was part of your life before, not about wanting to go back to the past to correct a mistake you've done, and not about not wanting to grow up and face life's challenges ahead of you, but it's all about waking up one day, and feeling happy just for the fact that you're actually still alive breathing in this world. Take a pause in your life, take time by looking around yourself, look at the people around you, look at the world around you, who genuinely cares for you, who uses their entire heart to love you, what has change ever since the past till now. Remember, what we have left now, is only the future. Treasure everyone that means something to you, make decisions that you won't regret. Do not care about what other people would think about you, but tell yourself that is the decision the best for yourself? Believe it or not, this world is cruel. There would be many people that would want to bring you down, whether or not you're easily being influenced by them, is really dependent on what your heart really believes in. The entire world, may say that your bestfriend/boyfriend is a fucking bastard, but if you really believe in your heart that he isn't that type of person, you would genuinely still have the trust in him only until you've really seen what he really is.

For me, my heart is stronger than my mind. I would follow what my heart more than what my mind tells me to do so. Because I know that even I'm hurt in the process, just by knowing that I did not let my heart down, I guess it's all worth it. Life is not all about being rational, being logically, being intelligent, sometimes, it's just all about yourself, your heart.

THANK YOU ALL!

2010-08-24T21:23:00.001+08:00

Okays guys, this is weird ! (and kinda surprising though). Within just 4 days, the songs that I've uploaded on this blog, has nearly exceeded the bandwidth! (i'm using a free account!). Just happy that people are actually viewing this (dead) blog of mine! Geez, but if one day, when you wait for about 5 mins, and no song is played, my bandwidth is probably being exceeded, so my apologies ya (unless you donate to me for an account =x). THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT =) (please also tag yourself in the chatbox so at least I know who you are!)

**for this great support, I've added a new song by Nelly. Enjoy guys =)

I love the way you lie, seriously.

2010-08-18T23:26:00.001+08:00

Hi friends! The title of this post, is something i really liked (loved!). I've been hook on to this song for a couple of days already! and, i'm even trying to rap it out (okay, i know it's epic phail). but jokes aside, this song is AWESOMELY NICE. Ratings : 8/5 (+extra 3 for Eminem).

Aside of this awesome song, there's one more damn funny thing I saw today! I saw this mp3 by Samsung (although i personally hate Samsung) had this suuuuppperrr duuuppppeerrr cute figure on the 'Now Playing' list. O.M.G. i tell you, it's so damn cute, i can't stop laughing and just by looking it, it made me smile non-stop. That little 36x36 pixel small figure just heightens my mood man. I wish i had that mp3, but i think it's kinda too girly for me? HAHA. Ratings: 5/5 ! (full ratings because it REALLY lightens mood up!)

Credits: Miko;s mp3

and lastly, i was reading a very inspiring post by one of my friend. It's a post on marriage, but whether or not, you're in one, or just in a relationship, i guess it's really worth the time reading it :)

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME.

So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. Matthew 19:6.

By Stephanie Halmilton

**treasure everyone, and most importantly, your friends, the people you love, the person you love dearly in your heart. Spend every second together with them like it's the last time you're going to see them. This really changes my perception on the people i'm with, i treasure you guys, especially you.

Dear John....

2010-08-15T13:08:00.007+08:00

Dear John,
one of the most beautiful movies i've ever watched. Although ending was kinda abrupt, but the overall story line was ... sweet. The movie of course is fictional, but i guess it could have happened to some people at some point of time. This movie is a 'must watched!' because i rate it 4.6/5! -0.4 for crappy ending. It made me tear at some point of time, with a mixture of soothing beautiful soundtracks and sad moments, i guess a person like me could be easily feel touched by the movie =) yeah, so download it, buy it, rent it, just watched it.

The plus points of watching this movie?

1. It sets another 'benchmark' for guys to treat their ladies well again.(doesn't all love stories does that?)

2. Couple will tend to stop complaining about lacking of time together and spend every single second being together, just for each other. Just to see her/him for 1 more second, he/she will thank god for that.

3. Ladies will think that the Army is kinda cool actually because it buffs the guy up.

4. "Dear John Was Somewhat True"

The BAD points?

1. It't too idealistic, it's a fiction, it's fake, admit it.

2. It creates an illusion to ladies that, "omg, i wish my bf in the army could do such stuff to me" blah blah.

3. "Benchmarks", "Standards" would be set for either sex, expecting more(or less) from either party.

** SPOILERS

Every time i watched a love movie, it always leaves this bittersweet feeling in me.(?) It's beautiful to watched, the audience loves it, but than again, it shapes the society into subconsciously forming their minds, shaping the way people look at things. An simple illustration, who says iPhone or Mac is the 'best' & 'cool' products? It's because these products are being advertised on these US movies randomly. So yeah, ladies; this is just a movie, guys; this is just a movie. Just my 2 cents worth of advice =)

Have you watched the movie yet? What's your thoughts? Share with me! or at the chatbox <<<<<<

2010-07-31T15:25:00.004+08:00

this song ... is for you .

说不上为什么我变得很主动
若爱上一个人什么都会值得去做
我想大声宣布对你依依不舍
连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受
河边的风在吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手一阵莫名感动
我想带你回我的外婆家
一起看着日落一直到我们都睡着
我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧唱着歌一直走
我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活我爱你你爱我
想简!简!单!单! 爱~~~~~~~~~~
想简!简!单!单! 爱~~~~~~~~~~
想简单爱
简单爱

Results, Disappointed (maybe..not so)

2010-07-24T17:19:00.000+08:00

It's the end of the week again, another hectic week have gone pass, minus another week closer to A levels. Frankly, I'm not sure whether I can really still be alive when the day comes, will I die? will i faint? will i fail? will i know how to answer the questions? So many questions, but there's no answers. But 1 thing i know is that, I've done badly...well may not be. Yes on paper, I did not improve at all (except for POA), but i think I learnt quite a lot from the preparation of this exam. There's many things I didn't know before, but now I know. I guess, that's what education is all about isn't it? Now, there's no point looking back at prelims 1, prelims 2 is just around the corner, gotta gear up, and make sure i blow off this time. (okays, not that blow off). In any case, parents meeting is arriving next friday, well, gotta see my parents disappointed faces again. Sighh, how i wish i had half of LKY's brain, dammit. Anyway, mum, dad, this song is for you.

I'm not perfect
But I keep trying
Coz that's what I said
I would do from the start

Photographing

2010-07-14T22:59:00.001+08:00

Today's topic is about Photographing. You might be thinking that guhh, it's just another person that claims to love photography just to join the 'in' trend. Well, but have you ever thought that, photography is not just for everyone? I have to admit that currently I do not have the expertise in shots, lighting, angles, lens, well , but at least, i have the mentality to make every picture taken, the best I could at that moment. Have you ever come across people, just take photo for the sake of taking? No angles, Shaky, No Zoom, and get very VERY frustrated when you want to make a picture your profile or wallpaper picture, but you just can't? Well, fcuk them for spoiling all my photos. HAHA. Just joking duh. But in any case, i guess my 'the-normal-digital-camera-photography-skills' is still acceptable for people to make their photos taken as their profile or wallpapers? HAHA. nights guys, the world better prepare, for i'm gonna get a DSLR and shoot all the fcukers away :)

Top 10 Must Sing K-Box Song

2010-07-11T22:45:00.001+08:00

Recently, many people have been asking me to go k-box! but than, there is always last minute changes. I want to go kbox so bad, real bad... till i went despo and search youtube for KTV songs. Don't cry after singing these songs. This is my Top 10 Must Sing Songs (in no order), what's yours? Share with me at the comments page or my fb wall =)

1st

2nd

3rd

4th

5th

6th

7th

8ve

9th

10th

Thai is Love

2010-07-06T17:42:00.001+08:00

I can do only worry about you and just look at you.
She never worry about you, I just pain in place of you.
If i console you, it will be nothing in your mind.
It doesn't help me any, although I say I care you so much

# I want to directly ask you but I scare you to be boring.
Then I just sit down with out saying any.

* I stand with you every day but I have to hide my feeling inside that I miss you every day as well.
I always peek you when you are looking for them.
Just want say LOVE to you but it's whispery.
You thinking about me like a baby who make a fuss.

I don't under stand why are you waiting for her, though she already left you alone.
Then, are you understand any thing about our relationship?
You make me frustrated until I will not care you any.

You don't know or just act to don't understand.
just tell me, just only one word...please
Just you don't look over.
You will understand if you look at my eyes.
Uh...Hoo...

Jay - New Era

2010-05-22T19:09:00.000+08:00

Hello all! Here again, Jay again with his works. It's in high quality =) Hope you enjoy this =)
*please say thanks if you downloaded it!

Retail Version
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Artist: Jay Chou's (周杰倫 / Zhōu Jiélún)
Album: New Era
Released: May 18th , 2010
Retail Version: 320kbps
Total Track: 11

1) 跨時代 (Kua Shi Dai) [New Era] 3:14
2) 說了再見 (Shuo Le Zai Jian) [Said Goodbye] 4:43
3) 煙花易冷 (Yan Hua Yi Leng) [Fireworks Cool Easily] 4:23
4) 免費教學錄影帶 (Mian Fei Jiao Xue Lu Ying Dai) [Free Instructional Video] 3:59
5) 好久不見 (Hao Jiu Bu Jian) [Long Time No See] 4:12
6) 雨下一整晚 (Yu Xia Yi Zheng Wan) [It Rains All Night] 4:17
7) 嘻哈空姐 (Xi Ha Kong Jie) [Hip-Hop Air Hostess] 2:49
8) 我落淚，情緒零碎 (Wo Luo Lei, Qing Xu Ling Sui) [I Cry, My Emotions Are in Pieces] 4:18
9) 愛的等飛行日記 (Ai De Deng Fei Xing Ri Ji) [Love Waits For Flying Diary] 4:15
10) 自導自演 (Zi Dao Zi Yan) [Self Directed and Acted] 4:15
11) 超人不會飛 (Chao Ren Bu Hui Fei)

[Download Link]

http://www.mediafire.com/?zzytzwmy5zj

credits to G.H.

days are getting shorter...

2010-05-18T17:10:00.003+08:00

my days are being counted.

THAI Nice =)

2010-03-19T17:08:00.004+08:00

-5STAR Toilet

Dear diary,

I guess i'll be talking to you in this form. Well, my apologies for the long delay of this post. Recently I've been to this thai pub. Well, just to chill with some friends, and NOTHING OTHER ELSE! haha. Anyway, the I realised that thai songs are actually not bad! Serious, no joke man. It's kinda catchy and meaningful (based on the directly translations of course!) I'll be posting some of the Music Videos and Songs in this update, trust me, it's awesome. Well, it's not really a dancefloor in there, but it's more like of a show entertainment with drinks? But it's awesome to chill in there.

Oh oh oh, I've recently get myself a nice small mic! Anyone can skype with me or MSN chat with me =))

krai bok ter waa chan mai yom bpert dtua eng hai krai kao maa
Who told you that I won't open my heart to let others enter?

nang jom yoo gap naam dtaa meuan kon kee pae
Sit and drown in my tears like a loser.

krai bok ter waa chan mai long hai krai-krai kao maa doo lae
Who told you that I won't try and allow anyone to come and care for me?

jaak wan tee ter mai kae lae leum chan bpai
From the day you didn't care and forgot about me comletely.

meua mai rak mai dtong wang dee yoot maa son chan tee daai mai
If you don't love me, you don't have to wish me well. Stop lecturing me alright?

mai dtong sang chan hai bpai rak krai
You don't have to tell me who to love.

ter roo a-rai kae nai gap kam waa tor-ra-maan
What do you know about suffering?

taa bplian jai bpai rak krai daai chan rak bpai laew
If I can change my mind and love someone else, I would've done so.

sak kon tee mee kae chan mai lok hai rak hai ror laew gor ting gan
A person who has only me, who doesn't deceive to make me love and wait for him and then leave me in the end.

sang jai hai leum ter daai kong leum bpai laew
If I can tell my heart to forget about you, I could've done so.

mai dtong jep hai sia nam dtaa ton jep took wan took wan
Don't have to be hurt and cry to suppress the pain everyday.

kae pror chan mai geng yaang ter
And it's all just because I'm not as terrific as you are.

jep tee chan yang kit teung ter gor mai chai pror chan on ae
It hurts when I still miss you, it's not because I'm weak

dtae gaan ja leum rak tae mai ngaai rok na
but because it's not easy to forget a love so true.

kon yaang ter mai koie rak jing
People like you has never truly love someone.

yaak ja ting gor kong mai naan
It's probably not too long for you to leave.

yaa mong waa jai kong chan ja ngaai meuan ter
Do not ever think that my heart is as simple as yours.

meua mai rak mai dtong wang dee yoot maa son chan tee daai mai
If you don't love me, you don't have to wish me well. Stop lecturing me alright?

mai dtong sang chan hai bpai rak krai
You don't have to tell me who to love.

ter roo a-rai kae nai gap kam waa tor-ra-maan
What do you know about suffering?

taa bplian jai bpai rak krai daai chan rak bpai laew
If I can change my mind and love someone else, I would've done so.

sak kon tee mee kae chan mai lok hai rak hai ror laew gor ting gan
A person who has only me, who doesn't deceive to make me love and wait for him and then leave me in the end.

sang jai hai leum ter daai kong leum bpai laew
If I can tell my heart to forget about you, I could've done so.

mai dtong jep hai sia nam dtaa ton jep took wan took wan
Don't have to be hurt and cry to suppress the pain everyday.

kae pror chan mai geng yaang ter
And it's all just because I'm not as terrific as you are.

(Interlude)

taa bplian jai bpai rak krai daai chan rak bpai laew
If I can change my mind and love someone else, I would've done so.

sak kon tee mee kae chan mai lok hai rak hai ror laew gor ting gan
A person who has only me, who doesn't deceive to make me love and wait for him and then leave me in the end.

sang jai hai leum ter daai kong leum bpai laew
If I can tell my heart to forget about you, I could've done so.

mai dtong jep hai sia nam dtaa ton jep took wan took wan
Don't have to be hurt and cry to suppress the pain everyday.

kae pror chan mai geng yaang ter
And it's all just because I'm not as terrific as you are.

taa bplian jai hai rak krai daai chan rak bpai laew
If I can change my mind and love someone else, I would've done so.

sak kon tee mee kae chan mai lok hai rak hai ror laew gor ting gan
A person who has only me, who doesn't deceive to make me love and wait for him and then leave me in the end.

sang jai hai leum ter daai kong leum bpai laew
If I can tell my heart to forget about you, I could've done so.

mai dtong jep hai sia nam dtaa ton jep took wan took wan
Don't have to be hurt and cry to suppress the pain everyday.

kae pror chan mai geng yaang ter
It's all just because I'm not as terrific as you are.

(English translation is not that correct. Just a rough guide)
Didn't bluff you right?

What a Day .. But It Was Worth It!

2010-03-15T01:06:00.000+08:00

Dear most-awesomely-diary,

It's been so long since I've talked to you! Hope you ain't rusting and wasting bandwidth on blogger.com! Sigh* Today was a terrible day for me =( but also a happy one =) sounds contradicting yeah? Nah, it all started out when I tried to sync my iPhone with the computer. I tried syncing the application and BOOMZ! All my application can't startup! WTF? and I spent 2 hrs fixing it =.= was very pissed. After that pathetic 2 hours, all the paid apps can't be started, only the free ones. Now i need to find Pauline and Amelia for help again! So paiseh can. 2nd thing that pisses me off today was it was fcuking raining when I need to go for tuition! WTF?! Spent $15 on cab fair. WTF. Next week i shall go on a diet man. So fcuking no money.

After tuition was a little better because I was meeting hunny! YAY YAY! Called and text her, no reply. She told me her both phones spoiled. So I'm not sure whether she received my texts or call at all. I'm so disappointing feeling you know. Like sometime I just wanna talk to her, and when I call her or text her, there's no reply. Stupid phones. Anyway, my feelings was greatly raised when she said she could meet me at Paya Lebar MRT for dinner than back home. Than came the next horror. SO SO SO coincidentally, her devilish auntie came home and KPKB at her. So we both became a victim of that ... sigh* She had to pack her room before she can leave the house, and I on the hand, had to wait for her at Paya Lebar MRT for 1 hour staring into nothing. It's just a 15 min bus ride I thought, but than, that ... made unnecessary trouble for the both of us. sigh* was having a severe gastric pain because i rushed down from temp and had not eaten anything since ever. Mood was totally off, the pain was exacerbating.

Well she finally arrived! My mood was down, hers, was worse than mine. Her tone was "want-to-fight" tone when she spoke to me. Heart broke. Naturally, it made me pissed after a few of her "challenging" sentences. Walked to KFC, didn't want to eat anything because wasn't really feeling too good on having a gastric with KFC?! Anyway, she was still furious and gave me the look =( worse of all, she called me to go home =( heart broke x99, uncontrollably, shed a few tears. She asked me whether I got thing to say to her, obviously I had to say no. I didn't want to hurt her heart, and of course it's just the ... fault! It isn't our fault! Than she scolded me saying she fcuking don't need to deserve this. I was devastated. I was disappointed and heart broke again. To her, i seldom even say the word fuck in her face when we talked, because I feel it's ... very degrading, disrespectful to her. When other people say about my gf that she is fcuking this, fcuking that, I make sure he'll go home not recognizing his own father. What more should I even use the word fuck to my gf? When I know if I ever use that word, I would hurt her deeply, especially to the only girl I love the most in this world.

But in everything, I knew she had a bad day too. I can't blamed her for whatever she said right diary? She's the girl I love for god sake! She was awesome, bought KFC for me! Was kinda happy, but I HATE DRUMS AND BREASTS, and KFC gave me drums and breasts. WTF KFC?! Must you play me you SOB! Totally turn off, couldn't even lay my mouth into it. eww. Hunny thought I was giving her attitude, she of course was pissed. I was not in the best mood to hong her as I'm still having shitty gastric while controlling my tears. Than she called me to go home again as I wasn't feeling well. I wanted to say, I've waited for so long just to see you for this few mins, and now you want me to go home. I ... I ... really don't know what is my feeling. Heart break or disappointment. I guessed it's a mixture of both diary. She needed to rush to Suntec as her mum was pestering her. She was getting an MacBook =) felt happy for her! finally she could upgrade her all-so-old macbook. We took a cab to Suntec, splitted ways. I went to IT fair alone, saw a few friends though. Walked through all the levels, it's a massive chaos I would say. It's getting bigger and BIGGER every year!

Had my KFC at the road side alone near the bus stop. My chicken, mash potato and coslaw was indulged in coke. Imagine soggy meat with coke, floating coke above the mash potato, and coke tasting coslaw. Yeah, that's it diary, I bet you wouldn't want to eat it! I wanted to throw, but hey, I won't okay. My hunny bought for me using her own money and she didn't want to claim it from me, means she would have lesser money to spend for herself already. Even her loan from me she didn't have the money to pay back, I cannot waste her effort and money. And so, I ate my dinner. Well, although it wasn't a good day for me, but at least she manged to reach in time and bought her MacBook, it was all worth it =)

and i took a bus home with so many people to my home about 40 mins away. What a day. sigh*

S.H.A.G

2010-03-01T00:22:00.001+08:00

Todays Outfit: White T-Shirt + White Jeans + White iPhone + Sunglass (Nope, not white)

On Saturday, DRAGON BOAT TRAINING + BAND CNY PERFORMANCE + SLEEP LATE

Today is Sunday, It was suppose to be DAMN RELAX day for me, but of the DRAGONBOAT I just joined recently for school competition, my whole body is like = chui. Starting from the upper body onwards, it's like burning hot + strain + pain = chui. What's make matter more worst, slept at around 3am, woke up at around 8am to go church. (As usual), couldn't take it, doze off during sermon. I thought i slept for like 5mins, in the end, it's half hour! OMG. Hope he didn't see my face when he was preaching. LOL! Anyway, (as usual again) met Nicholas and the pianist-of-the-day Constance @ our usual day for a Talk Cock Session, and this week, we MANAGED to plan something for next week! HAHA, L4D2, but somehow, I think the plan will phail AGAIN! damn. Ate packet lunch in church, which I feel its economical (need to save $$, I'm poor) for the economical 'chai fan'. Well, since it's 'economical', it only fed the FAT-AARON 50% + a can of 'PURE' Coconut Juice IN A CAN =.=

After that, went down to baby's house to pass her her keys that I took the last time. SMS-ed her, didn't reply, so I thought that she would be asleep ba. Went to her door, wanted to open it, but than scared the "ROSHAN" awakened, so I humji put into her letterbox. LOLS. (ROSH LEH, i level 1 nia). After that, thought I could sleep when I reached home, but it was too late. Time to travel to the all-so-far-away temp for GP tuition. Was late (not as usual), took cab, $$ flew away when it was suppose to go into my savings. TMD. Shocked when I saw EDWIN wore all WHITE TOO! DAMN, SIBEIII GAY. But we are brothers, we have telepathy and this special chemistry between us. WTF.

Went home, ate dinner, last day of CNY, sian, no more good food for the rest of the year. Boring shite day when I'm suppose to sleep the whole day.

Now my body still aches. FCUK.

*Updated Links
*Updated Song List
*Hope baby recover soon! I still owe her a ice-cream treat @ 'the secret' place =))

Valentine's Day Message to My Dearest One.

2010-02-11T22:00:00.001+08:00

Dear Honey!

It's Valentine's Day again!

By now, you should have received my present and note lerh ba =) WAITTTTT...... DON'T OPEN THE PRESENT YET!! GUESS WHAT IS IT FIRST =) Just want to thank you for always being there when I'm down and a BIGGGGG thank you for tolerating my nuisance at times ! You've always tried your best to understand me and I always failed to do so =( but i promise that I'll keep improving kays =) Remember the day I told you I saw a shooting star at ECP? The first wish I made was to be with you always, and I hope we could be =)

~A Hundred Hearts May Be Too Few, To Carry All My Love For You....

My love is More Than Words could explain to you =)

Your One,

Aaron Teo

SNSD!

2010-01-29T05:16:00.002+08:00

*FOR THOSE WHO CANNOT AFFORD, HERE IT IS.
http://www.mediafire.com/?zy4m2dynymy
*Please say thanks <<<<<<<<<< at least if you download =)

SNSD ALBUM IS COMING OUT. wait....or should I say.....

WHAT YOU ARE HEARING NOW IS SNSD NEW ALBUM FIRST TRACK =)

*TRACK LIST HAS BEEN RELEASED!

1. Oh!
2. Show! Show! Show!
3. 뻔&Fun (Sweet Talking Baby)
4. 영원히 너와 꿈꾸고 싶다 (Forever)
5. 웃자 (Be Happy)
6. 화성인 바이러스 (Boys & Girls) -feat.key (SHINee)
7. 카라멜 커피 (Talk To Me)
8. 별별별 (☆★☆)
9. 무조건 해피엔딩 (Stick Wit U)
10. 좋은 일만 생각하기 (Day by Day)
11. Gee
12. 소원을 말해봐 (Genie)

The MP3 track will be released on January 25, and the MV will come out between January 26 & 29. The girls’ album Oh! will be released on the 28th.

Woody woody Woods!

2009-12-16T13:02:00.001+08:00

It has been certainly a long break from blogging! And it's a miracle that there are still people reading it! OMG! Anyway, recently there are massive news of Mr.Tiger Woods scandals with so many women, that could actually form a football team with reserves. Well, so many people are shooting missiles at him like they have won some lottery or something, but I think otherwise.

Don't get me wrong, but I still admit the fact that cheating on your wife is wrong, in addition, with a few grown up sperms living at home.

But look at this way, I am famous, I have US$ 5,000,000. I go club to chill with my PGA tour mates. Drinking is inevitable, alcohol takes in, I am high. A playboy model and/or cocktail waitress comes along. and.... shit happens.

Who to blame?
Yupp, blame on the word "shit happens".

It all bows down to the word, flirting. Flirting is a word and an action that could lead a small conversation to a large problem, UNLESS AND UNLESS, you have the HEART, the WILL, and the RESISTANCE to not to cross the line and fall into temptations. Unfortunately, many people could not do that (other than me XP because I don't flirt! HAHAHAHA). Flirting mostly/only occurs when the other party is not around, this is sometimes inevitable if the person has strong reliance to the opposite sex. The point here is, what IS the difference between a man flirt or a women flirt? A saying goes that "Man thinks with his brain, Women thinks with her heart". It's a game of IQ vs EQ, Brain vs Heart. To the men, it's a challenging game, to the women, when they feel "loved" and get the "attention", automatically it will equate to, it's a "potential good boyfriend". And I can tell you that it's BULLSHIT.

So what are the chances of men/women knowing the limits?
Ans: Men uses their brain. When they cheat, when they flirt, they think of their wives/girlfriends/(mother). It's a challenge remember? It's like a person challenging you to play a round of basketball when you were having fun with your friends at the neighbourhood court, YOU CAN REJECT IT. The point is, they know when or how to stop. It's just a matter of WANTING to stop or not.

Women uses their heart. Let's assume that 70% of the women do not make the first move in flirting (30% makes the first move because of ulterior motives). When their partner is not around, a average looking guy, single, able-to-show-to-friends type comes along and says "hi!" on facebook, or sometimes even MSN when you don't actually remember you even added him. And a "hi!" eventually becomes, "wow his actually a great guy afterall". After 2 weeks of chatting, "hey girl, so wanna meet up for lunch or something?", this question = that's the end of your all-so-loving relationship. Knowing when to stop? It's has a simple answer. How many times does a girl has "a good feeling" towards a guy and immediately stop having this good feeling after saying "bye" on MSN or facebook? That should answers it.

Tiger, I understand how you feel, but still, FUCK YOURSELF for HURTING THE ONE WHO LOVE YOU THE MOST not for your MONEY, but for your HEART.
and to ALL 3RD PARTIES, FUCK YOURSELF X2. there's a reason why you're the third party and not the first choice on the women/guy list. just ADMIT IT, YOU'RE JUST A SUBSTITUTE.

Peter Chao loves this mudabitches =)

2009-11-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, very sorry for the MIA! haha, been very busy with ProjectWork and A levels. If any of you who have taken the same path as me, you should understand the shit I'm going through! Anyway, today, Peter Chao is ... Sorry, I'm going to talk about YOUR ODDS OF WINNING McDonald's Monopoly Game =)

Think you have collected everything and left JUST 1 MORE PIECE to winning that SUPERB prize? Congratulations! You have won yourself an INSTANT WIN of gaining 3kg of fats + donating to McDonald's Annual Profit Margin!

Jokes aside, let's examine the ODDS of YOU WINNING THE GAME.

Ok, I just skip the Instant Win prizes and list out the Collect-to-Win prizes.

1. $50,000 cash (x1 winner)
2. 7D Hawaii Flycruise for 4 pax on Pride of America worth $24k,000 (x1 winner)
3. 100,000 Esso Smiles Points worth up to $4,000 each (x15 winners)
4. Samsung 40" LCD TV by Courts or HP HDX18 Premium Notebook by Courts (x10 winners)
5. 2N Malacca/KL Cruise for 4 on Superstar Virdo worth $2,360 (x15 winners)
6. $400 Jetstar Travel Voucher (x20 winners)
7. $200 ToysRUs Gift Voucher (x100 winners)
8. 32GB Touchscreen MP3 Player worth $420 each (x50 winners)

There are 8,670,000 games labels have been printed for the Monopoly game. For Instant Win, there are 1,536,490 McDonald’s meal labels and 631,000 for Partners labels. So after deducting the Instant Win, we will leave only total of 8,670,000 – 1,536,490 – 631,000 = 6,502,510 collect-to-win game labels.

This might sound like you have a great chances to win, almost 3 out of 4 is the collect-to-win label. The basic assumption is only they have evenly printed out collect-to-win labels. The tricky part is I also don’t believe they have printed out evenly.

If I were McDonald, I will only release the key winning labels at the last few weeks of the games. And the key labels will be so rare such that people will just keep buying more and more Extra Value Meal! That time my sales must sky high. Damn, it is like TOTO, too bad I never strike TOTO before; else I’m definitely going to be addicted to it.

Quote from yuxiang.sg, indeed there are some rare pieces.

50 pieces of Joo Chiat Road (m112)
100 pieces of Toa Payoh (m114)
20 pieces of Thomson Road (m118)
15 pieces of Tanjong Rhu (m121)
10 pieces of Shenton Way (m122)
15 pieces of Scotts Road (m127)
1 piece of Orchard Road (m129)
1 piece of Sentosa Cove (m132)

Since there are 212 collect-to-win prizes, so I bet there will be slightly more than 212 rare labels among 6,502,510, just in case some prizes are not claimed. The chance of you getting the collect-to-win prizes is 1 in 30,672.

Therefore, the odds is lower than TOTO but higher than 4D. Just like Singapore Pools, you will see all the uncles and aunties queuing up for thier "pot of gold", McDonald's is another "legal" game of betting for the younger generation.

Think you can beat the game?

Comments appreciated (tagboard or comments) =)

2009-09-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Kel's chalet. Was kinda fun, told myself not to drink, and guess what? I DIDN'T DRINK! woot! Baby could be my witness! Yupp. Stayed over both nights, but went to school in the afternoon for both days too. Tried to study POA, was a 30% success rate, not bad, seriously. Last paper and here I go! Both of my overseas friends have arrived to SG, am looking forward for a stayover at one of their house, if possible though. Asked birdy about some stuff, and realised that they just had a chalet too. Well, wasn't informed, I missed it again.

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The September Post

2009-09-13T00:57:00.003+08:00

Well, when all the americans come together and moan for their loved one who lost thier lives in the tragic incident which falls on the 11th of September, me, myself sit infront of the computer knowing theres only one thing for me to do, and that is .... to study =.=

I've missed clubbing with the guys =( they called me out to club with them during some recent events, well, had to missed it (as usual). Sorry guys, another time after my exam i promised! We have loads of time after that! Haha. So didn't go clubbing, went to some fast food to study (tried to though). It works for a certain period of time, when I just felt something that is keeps distracting me after a long period when i sat inside my comfortable 'campsite'. There were loads of couple, yes, and thats seem normal, but these couples are lesbians =.= (to be frank, I have nothing against lesbians, in fact, there are couple of friends I know who are les and have actually good people with good hearts ^^) The first thought in my head was like, "OMG! WTF HAS HAPPEN TO SINGAPORE GUYS? ARE THEY TOO BLIND OR CHOOSY OR .. well, just can't satisfy the need of the girls." In economics class, we learnt that unemployment could be because of cyclical unemployment, but these is OBVIOUSLY FRICTIONAL .... relationships? LOLS. And i gotta swear, some the girls are quite hot. So, WTF GUYS BLIND? or the girls are just too smart to ever fall into a the new generation guys who just fuck-and-dump. Well, it could be Singaporean men are too lousy in satisfying their other half. Once i read this hilarious article, a woman complaining to a so called 'Dr.Love' saying that her husband can't satisfy her ... bla bla bla. SO, back to the point is that, I'm just ... shocked.

**Oh wait oh wait, I've just added some nice songs. Spare some time to listen, guarantees to soothe your ears =)

2009-09-01T14:19:00.001+08:00

im screwed. i need smoke. i let down everyone.

It's Not A Post To Blame You

2009-07-21T22:21:00.002+08:00

(i have been waiting for you to finish school in the same position since i reached batok.
and you tell me you're no longer there @ fucking 5 plus.
its not like i didn't sms you to lmk the moment you finish school.
and fuck it i waited at the bus stop downstairs your sanda place until 7.30
you said you rush there so that you can meet me earlier and i waited. i wanted to surprise you tday, i made you smth but it looks like i won't be giving you. i waited until i gave up. i cabbed back home, i was so tired. i stayed up till 4 in the morning doing your surprise. called you and you told me you just finished @ 8pm. you go there earlier to finish l8r. i don't blame you maybe your teacher kept you idk.

and now, in return it becomes my wrong, when i asked you on msn ystd if i could meet you at burger king you didnt confirm anything with me so how would i know. i went down to all the way down to batok in hope i could spend more time with you even if it was just traveling down to sanda tgt on the mrt.

forget it, since friends are your first priority, 'll give up. i don't want to be disappointed all the time. you just chewed the last straw.
i cannot go on with you.)
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Firstly, this post is not to blame anyone. It is to make things clear for both of us. Regarding on Monday, I admit it was my fault for not calling you right after school.

You said you did alot, just to surprise me on that day. I'm very touched by your actions, seriously. Because I know, I could not be a better giver than you. The day before Monday, you told me that you will be waiting at the BK opposite my sanda training, I could not remember what I replied exactly, but I think you could as you have all the records, but I took it that you will be there waiting. I didn't expect that you would do more than that, I'm really amazed by your actions. By waiting at the bus stop just near the sanda area till 730pm, I really felt like killing myself. To know that you are already sick, you're still doing this for me.

but have you ever thought what was on my mind? After school, I rushed to sanda just to reach there early to start early, to end early just to see you earlier. My mind was all the while thinking of you, wondering how you will be at the BK waiting. What are you doing? Will you be bored? Did you fell asleep while waiting? How was your sickness? Are you tired? I reached Outram, met Jon. Kelvin was late, Jon wanted to wait for him. I didn't have lunch, so Jon and I decided to eat bread and eggs for lunch at 5pm, text you, and quarreled with you while waiting for Kel. Kel came, training started. Logically, my mind would be thinking that you would be too pissed off to come down and go home instead. Yes, I told you I could end early. But since I knew you wouldn't come down already, there wasn't a purpose for me to end early right? I continued training normally, not knowing that you were waiting for me as I wasn't informed that you would be coming down. I know that you still wanted to surprise me, but looking at the situation, wouldn't you think that in order not to disappoint yourself furthur, you might as well tell me that you will be coming down, so i could end earlier knowing that you would come down?

Do you really think that I hate spending time with you? Do you really think that I do not care for your feelings at all? Do you really think that I do not love you at all?

If these questions are still in your circling in your mind, frankly speaking, I have failed as your boyfriend. You said that friends was my first priority, I can safely tell you that they are not. If you ever understand from my point of view, priority doesn't even come in the picture here. In any case, if my friends need me, I would be there still. No one likes to choose between their partners and friends, as far as I know. I'm sure you hate to make decisions on sensitive issues such as these I presume.

My love for you is true, my love for you is real, and I know it. I'm not a romantic person I had to admit. I'm not everyone's dream man, I had to admit. I'm not perfect, I had to admit. I may not express my love obviously, but I'm trying to in every chance I know I could.

I'm still willing to take the blame for everything,
I just wanted you to know how i felt about Monday.
I love you.

School Starts Today....

2009-07-13T17:23:00.003+08:00

Today is the first official day of school apart from so many exams =.= which demoralised me rather than motivating me to study. Anyway, life in school is shit, not because of studies itself, but is because of the SHITTY school food. The food like can compare with any hospital fool lah. NBCB school, like always get shitty vendors. How i wish my sec school vendors were here! They were so much awesome lah. Free food everytime, somemore, it's like DA BEST! Anyway, a long week is ahead of me again till weekends. Pray for me to have energy to go through this hetic week agn! THANKS IN ADVANCE!

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I wonder how I ever made it through a day
How did I settle for the world in shades of gray
When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same
And you don't know why
And I looked into your eyes
Where the road stretched out in front of me
And I realized

I'd never lived
Before your love
I'd never felt
Before your touch
And I'd never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again,
I wasn't really livin'

I'd never lived...
Before your love

I wanted more than just an ordinary life
All of my dreams, seemed like castles in the sky
I stand before you and my heart is in your hands
And I don't know how
I'd survive without your kiss
Cuz you've given me
A reason to exist

I'd never lived
Before your love
I'd never felt
Before your touch
I'd never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again,
I wasn't really livin'

I'd never lived... before your love
I'd never lived... Before your love

And I don't know why
Why the sun decides to shine
But you've breathed your love into me just in time
I'd never lived
Before your love
I'd never felt
Before your touch
I'd never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again
I wasn't really livin'

I'd never lived
I'd never lived
Before...
Your...
Love...

This song is dedicated to my dearest. Every word here represents my heart. I'll be your ideal boyfriend, am still trying hard. I love you.

The Days are Near

2009-07-05T15:46:00.005+08:00

Hmmm, how about having shitty exams that is so shitty until i'm more de motivated rather than motivated to study! But finally, exams are going to be over, and if I manage to pass my Mid Years, I'LL BE PROMOTED =) WOOT, that is IF only =( Will be posting some random and old picture that was hidden in my com for quite some time. LOLS, okays, have not been going for SANDA lately, i think shifu is going to kill me the next time I go. (I'm so dead)

*oh, and this is so fcuking funny. I fell of my chair looking at these.
*I wanna go holiday plaza =(

PLEASE NOTE THAT MOVIE MARATHON IS BEING POSTPONED UNTILL FURTHUR NOTICE

2009-06-26T16:31:00.002+08:00

A TRIBUTE TO MICHAEL JACKSON. R.I.P. GOD BLESS, YOUR MUSIC FCUKING ROCK.

Visit msnbc.com for Breaking News, World News, and News about the Economy

Movie Marathon 3

2009-06-21T23:07:00.003+08:00

Okays, movie "king" is back with more reviews! Anyway, went to watch "muvee" with my Japanese Barbie at "beebo"!

Starting of the day was kinda suck, because barbie had some plans in her mind with her secondary school class peeps, I tagged along, pulling my best "butty". Imagine so many girls, and I 1 guy, totally like =.=! blink*O.O*blink. So awkward la. Anyway, than babie had moodswings, maybe b/c of her *aaaa..hh.em and maybe I was being so, hmmm, what's that word? Err, like 1 min steady, next min chui that type of feeling la. Anyway x 2, ya, so there was some friction, heart broken once again, manage to patch it up with some magnum ice cream as substitute for superglue. Anyway x 3, went to get tickets and oooo, off to the "muvee"! And it was Saturday, so many people go stjames clubbing, I don't have =(( HAHA!

Movie wise, definetly much better than BLOOD, SUCK COCK MOVIE, bo tao bo bei, eat shite and die. Yupp, I think it's not even worth watching online la, knnpcb, waste $10 (last week, i think) I love the cool effects and funny parts, worth a watch=) Ratings: 3.5-4/5

Movie Marathon 2

2009-06-19T20:00:00.006+08:00

A movie i just watched last week, kinda like it very much too. There was one part where I quite remembered the most was when a soldier was badly injured and was later sent back to base, he told his captain, who was returning out into the battlefield that not to leave without the base, without him. I was like... WTF? I was thinking if I could say it out from my mouth! In war, base is your heaven, the battlefield is your hell. Another quote from various scenes I remembered quite well was "It's what you do now, that make a difference" & "Nobody gets left behind". Totally OWNAGE!

Marvelous show, I've even watched it for more than once!(Not on the SAME DAY DUH!) Enjoy! Worth watching if you haven't get a chance to. Quite an old movie, but 5/5 for it =)

2009-06-09T02:26:00.005+08:00

Hi babes. Okays, I've recently been watching kind of ALOT of movies. Yup, hmm, like now, I just finished watching the war movie called "Saints and Soldiers". My rank of war show? 4/5 =)

About: Four American soldiers and one Brit fighting in Europe during World War II struggle to return to Allied territory after being separated from U.S. forces during the historic Malmedy Massacre.

It's a good show, trust me. Something like Band of Brothers, but this time, it's 5 men only. Oh oh, this show cost less than US$1million to make, miracle.

2009-05-31T23:27:00.002+08:00

LOL bitches! LONG TIME NO SEE! haha, okay, that wasn't scolding you obviously! Hmm, after taking MT and GP exams, i was wondering how can Chinese be so interesting that all those 'SIAO EH' can be so engrossed into chinese! And, I finally found the answer! How chinese lang can be so intersting...
**If your chinses scuks, TOO BAD!(that's the point, study chinese!)

最後一次教你 (18+)

一位美麗年輕的金髮女郎，到情趣寵物店尋找一隻情趣寵物。
她看到一個裝了青蛙的籠子。
上面寫著說︰《口交青蛙》一隻僅４.９＄！無效保証退款。
她輕聲的告訴店員“我要買一隻”
女孩付了５＄後，抓住籠子馬上就開車回去。
到了她的公寓一關上門，女孩拿出說明書並且徹底地閱讀...
上面寫著：
１.沖個澡。
２.擦一些好聞的香水。
３.上床，張開腿，把青蛙放在兩腿之間！並說："來這兒吃吧！"
她一下就將１.２.項給完成，
並上了床把青蛙放在她的兩腿之間，
使她吃驚的是，什麼都沒有發生！
女孩非常地著急又失望。
她再次閱讀那份說明書，發現最下面有一行字：
"如果妳有任何問題或問題，請打情趣寵物店。”
因此，女孩馬上打電話到情趣寵物店.....。
店員說：「真是對不起！我們今天一早已經接了一些抱怨電話。我馬上過來處理！」
５分鐘後店員就來按她的門鈴。

女孩帶他到臥房，上床張開兩條腿，把青蛙放就定位...
並對店員說：「你看！我什麼都按說明書做了，但這死青蛙就只坐那兒乾瞪眼。」
這時店員狠狠的瞪著青蛙說：「笨東西，你這次要看清楚我是怎麼做的，這可是我最後一次教你了喔！」

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2009-05-15T00:07:00.002+08:00

You got talent? here's Britain got talent.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4mB94ejivU

and you thought that was nice, i nearly cried watching the second one.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nox2DRCAKxk

anyway, S.H.E ALBUM IS COMING OUT!!! YAY!

June 22 2009 - S.H.E 新歌+精选 —— 《爱的地图》

S.H.E首張數碼專輯收錄2首新歌與精選8首摯愛雋永情歌
透過中國移動首發平台無限放大感動能量
用完美歌聲凝結時間再一次深深愛上S.H.E

永遠結合趨勢潮流、站在亞洲樂團第一線的女子天團 - S.H.E，首度嚐試數碼專輯首發，結合無線平台的無遠弗界的傳遞能量，推出數碼版新歌加精選專輯《愛的地圖》，兩首全新打造歌曲 + 精選八首雋永情歌，藉由中國移動無線音樂平台，無限放大女子天團溫柔能量，一舉將S.H.E的歌聲魅力升至頂端，因為S.H.E我們更愛音樂，因為音樂我們更愛這個世界。

新歌第一波搶聽推薦 – 鎖住時間
眾所期待最新歌曲，只在無線平台搶先獨家曝光

專輯收錄曲目：
鎖住時間 – 姚若龍鄭楠聯手打造，鎖住時間讓感動永遠蔓延
驚喜新曲 – 即將感動獻聲敬請關注
魔力 – 唱出S.H.E的默契與共鳴，最能代表知心好友的友情歌
無可取代 – 每一份愛都是無可取代的溫暖，S.H.E最佳溫度精曲
我愛你 - S.H.E前所未有最高張力演出，撼動人心驚天動地的情歌
綠洲 – 一同尋回失落的感動，S.H.E感謝生命摯愛之歌，
YES I LOVE YOU – 愛在心裡口難開，S.H.E唱出為愛小鹿亂撞的心聲
愛來過 – 緊握著夢就不怕失去的S.H.E，用歌聲儲存最美的記憶
夏天的微笑 – S.H.E完美合聲炫技之作，夏日極致唯美情歌
金鐘罩鐵布杉 – 用親情的角度鼓勵每一顆心，S.H.E角色扮演溫暖力作

HERE'S A PREVIEW SONG OF THEIR ALBUM =)

Suo Zhu Shi Jian (Low Quality Version) - S.H.E

2009-04-25T02:12:00.004+08:00

okays, while typing about all this crap here, baby is at indochina clubbing with some friends, while i am ban from clubbing because baby says so. okays, hmm. anyway, girls are always right no? xP i trust her that she won't do or have anything funny behind me, so well, i dont really bother. well, thats not the main point of this post. tomorrow there's crap band prac from 10-5 ? and i'm fucking sick now? sore throat coming to fever. i think im not going to band with this kind of shit state, and i got loads of shit to complete by monday. fcuk. anyway, i'm sitting here and rotting, and i shall predict that baby would not sleep today as usual, and i hate that. cranky-ness comes after that though, for most girls proven to be correct. LOLS. ~heart pains

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435 Orchard Road, Wisma Atria, #01-18 - #01-23.
The Sanctuary (+65) 6238 3473 Nude (+65) 6333 5003

The Sanctuary or Nude? omg. i can't imagine.

born with rashes, burn myself to ashes,
where no one cares, where no one knows,
what you did and how you die.
this pathetic world of mine, where images are black and white,
resembles a joker card, there a card deck formed.
52 cards, 1 box, 1 coffin, 1 death.

a fcuk-ed up me, with a fcuk-ed up poem. like wtf. sheesh.

2009-04-19T13:26:00.006+08:00

okays, so here we go again. yesterday just spent $10.80 on cab fare to HCI for some bane xchange, 3 cookies and a small sprite for dinner from subway $4.50 (was supposedly to save on expenses) and lynx was ranting all the way home xD, cab fair to baby house $6.80, magnum ice cream for baby $4.00, cab fair home $10.00 = $36.10 on expenses in a day. woot, i have $50 a week, hmm, $50-$36= $14, $14/7 = $2. Yays, i should queue for japanese food everyday(cost $2 only!) join me anyone?

5months of hell, a bunch of hunks, 8 buff up packs, 1 suicidal. i know this can't be compared to you, and i know i can't be compared to them.
mind fcuking myself. sounds familiar though. quoted from my beloved since sept2008.
loves,bibi

I've let you down

2009-04-15T23:28:00.002+08:00

I know that I've screwed up
Its hard when that shits around
I feel really bad now
because I've let you down

How can I let you know
I want to be so much more
All the things you deserve
Everything you've been looking for

I want to make you happy
Like a blessing from above
I want you to feel it from head to toe
Nothing but my love

I really am sorry
That I've screwed up again
I just have to keep fighting
Because I believe one day I'll win

I know I've really hurt you
This in turn hurts me
If only I could be stronger
And the person you want me to be

I will keep trying
Fighting the fight
Praying you don't give up on me
While I'm trying to get it right
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Live is a fcuked up virtual world. The end is so near, yet so far. How I wish I could end it all, this shit, this suffering, the end of life.
The days on my fcuked up schedule is INEVITABLY packed with bands practices for SYF. Like wtf?! Mondays to Saturdays, 6 days in a week, after school till 9pm. What's more fcuked up is that, I fcuking live in the north east, and like 80% of band ppl live in the west? Like wtf?! Imagine reaching home at 11pm every night and with homework at your head level. 1 word, Bravo. Teachers wants us to put in our best, but seriously, this is not about putting in out best, it's about whether its going to be effective. We do not have the comfort of living in the west, neither a car that will bring us home withing half an hour. After a day packed full of school, band comes, and transport home. The body tires out every night, well, I could bet that even before SYF, my fellow battle mates will soon die off of exhaustion. Well, my mama will be furious of course, let's see how.

2009-04-11T19:32:00.004+08:00

** THIS POST IS A GENERAL POST, NOT TO BE DATED.

okays, it's been ages since i blog, because i have certainly no time to even online during weekdays. wtf, every day coming to back from home at 9pm? going to school at 630am? this sucks, totally. what's more is that Stupid SYF band compy is comming up, Project Work starts to stress, and homework never ending. and 1 thing i hate about band? last minute informer. eg. tomorrow got band, today than say. totally wtf. hello! not everyone lives at the WEST AREA, and not everyone has NO PLANS ON EVERYDAY. zzz pissed. gf says i'm not spending enough time for her, but i'm trying to balance my life baby. i hope you understand it's not i didn't want to talk to you at nights, it's i have slept on my table doing homework. it's tough for you i know, but i hope you understand, it's tough for me too, espically in a fucked up school like Millennia Institute.

pissed at school,
pissed at project work,
pissed at homework,
pissed at not having 28 hours in a day,
pissed at nobody but only,
myself.

mickey is still da best.
he always smiles .... but,
why i can't be like him?

2009-03-08T20:03:00.006+08:00

NTU CASE
So recently, there was this case about this ntu siao eh, go stabbing his professor and cut
his wrist and jumped off (If you don't know, pls go die =X) Yups, so anyway, there is actually
a group of the decreased friends, wanted to know answers and some justification about
thier friend. So here it goes ...

http://manusialempung.blogspot.com/

Qn: Is is just a mere sucide, or is that more to it...?

Ans: No one knows, only the professor himself knows. Police are still carrying out
investigations.

2009-02-15T18:34:00.004+08:00

Daily Post
Hi everyone, it's been awhile since i've updated here, and lynx is complaining (as usual!) anyway, common test is coming and i'm so going to fail >.< style="font-weight: bold;" face="times new roman">"... there has been a report saying that the person who reported of the copycat-er has gave up all claims of that person. When PSMTW(peektures speaks > than words) interviewed the victim, he/she said that all he/she wanted was nothing but an apology, he/she added that since the case was coming to no end, he/she wanted to give up the cat and mouse chase after all has happened. He/She declined to be furthur interviewed. He/She has requested PSMTW to protect his/her identity....Now, the upcoming news after the commercial break ..."

Well, at least i could be free-ed from being the reporter of this case, finally. Anyway, my euro trip is really alot of pictures, i think i shall stop posting about it ya? it's that alright? sorry about that, because i've got more juicy news to report! haha. Oh ya, was surfing the net and saw some beautiful peektures, really awesome.

Tatoo of Spideyman on a person Chest

Sunset, sweet, beautiful.

A Picture taken by me in europe. It gives me a ... feeling.

2009-02-02T23:11:00.003+08:00

Daily Post
So, Day 1 in search of the Copycat has gone, it looks bad from the response (there was no response at all!). Anyway, my handphone number is still in use 24/ =) Today was kinda shiok in a sense, MOB was shift to take up our 2+hrs break, so in the end, we ended at school around 325pm? haha, yeah. Baby wanted to meet me for awhile, so I headed down to her "KUP-LAN"(LOLS!) school at orchard to wait for her. Bus 174 was kinda quick, and pangseh-ed my bitchin buddy as she needed to repair her specs at Bugis, she must have went shopping after that lah. Reached orchard at around 415pm, waited at baby's school until 515pm when her lesson ended. Ate at Sushi Tei, quite a number of stuff though, and the best part was CHEAP + BABY PAY = BUFFET XP! Bill came out to around $25.xx nia, should have eaten some more lah, but my stomach will kill me, haha. Went to deal with a dealer for a cup that i bought online, it was a bday present for my mummy today. Sent baby home, and took a long and boring 135 bus home. (Baby was hiong today siol XP)

Euro Trip
Woke up ealry today w/o my parents nagging at me! omg, it's the first time man, but actually the secret was i could not slp! haha.
-7 hrs time sia. 11am SG was 5am here. omgomgomg. Prepared and went down to the cafe and had breaksfast. haha. the breakfast was great,
65/100. The hard boiled egg was sweet, SERIOSULY sweet, EGG. Then my mum told me that SG chicken got all the injections while here
they rear in thier backyard, fresh. haha. started our tour to Renaissance city of Dresden. It has a long history something about kings
of germany way back into 1863, King Saxony or smth. There are churches inside, beautiful buildings. It's like a enclose city with walls surrounded
it. BUT, all the buildings were REBUILD, means, it was not the original buildings, but just actual size replicas. All thanks to the bloody
hitler and world war, what was left was crumbs of buildings =.= Had lunch at the world oldest christmas market. It's an outdoor market,
something like 'pasar malam', but they sell food and gifts. Food was marvelous, espically boiled mushroomsm, OMG, 80/100. Didn't buy alot of things
beacuse very expensive. haha. Went to a nearby super market, the price is OMG. Nearly 90% of the items are below 2EURo, 60% of these items are 0.XX euro,
only like exclusive items like Magnum ice cream or 'fer-la-rae-ro-che' chocoloate are close to 3 euro. OHHH, and you were thinking that
the alcohol were expensive? hmm, for a bottle of vodka, 1.XX - 2.XX euro, and, beers are more expensive than COCACOLA. OMG! After this city,
we boarded out bus and headed down to PRAGUE, Czech Republic to have dinner and stayed at Hotel Duo, 4 STARS, crap.

**Peektures resizing in process ...

The Copycat Spotted (Very Obvious)

2009-02-01T23:24:00.005+08:00

Hey my beloved friends, I need your help!

Recently there was this copycat spotted online, It was not mentioned whether the person behind the screen was a male or a female, but witnesses said that she had long hair. She copied numerous ideas and texting format of my girlfriend's blog.(Mine was too lousy though). This was not the first time already, and we were getting very frustrated about this matter. Many a times, we always thought that it could be just a coincidence, but it had obviously gotten out of hand. So my friends, if you managed to spot this Copycat, Please, please do not hesitate to call/text me at 81802165. Thanks again, your help is greatly appreciated.

Oh, and if the copycat is reading this and you are feeling a sense of guiltiness in you, I'm sorry to say that you have cross that line that we could take. We(My Gf and I) are not suckers which are stupid and dumb that who can be easily bullied, I'm sorry to break your perception of us. Your behind-the-screen tactics are old-fashioned already, it's insulting my intelligence just by reading it, my eyes burned when the screen pop-up your name, my ears go deafening when i hear your name. We know who you are (if you didn't realised) and we know what you have done. We have given many passes when we see the same thing on your blog and didn't take any action about it. We are not 'somebody who is a "nevermind" type'. So, we have taken certain measures to keep a watch out of you, yes you. To prevent you from viewing, we have set up limited access to the blog and only selective viewers are authorised to view it (well, most people will have access b/c they are not as juvenile as you). Oh, and if you really want to repent your childish acts, you may just find my name on your phone book and press 'dial'. I'm a very diplomatic person, so, if you could apologise to us, we wouldn't take it to heart. But, if i don't receive anything from you after this post, your are condemned by us. Have a pleasant day and don't keep me waiting for too long, as I do not have much patience and time to entertain you. Ohhhh, before i forget, be aware of friends beside you, you may never know none of them are you real friends, even the one closest to your heart....

2009-01-31T12:41:00.007+08:00

Daily Post(Saturday,31st of January 2009)
okays, hello everybody, happy cny! LOL, i know its kinda late, but ya, its impt to wish you all! haha. Anyway, I'll be blogging about my Euro Trip 2008, ya, I can hear some noise over there! Haha, it's because the pictures are hard to resize okay! Yup, and currently waiting for my baby to wake up to proceed to a 'FLEA MARKETS @ HOMECLUB', okay, I'm going to buy fleas, anyone want some?

Euro Trip 2008

** Some days do not have post as I'm too lazy to type during the trip itself! Haha,
well peektures says it all, doesn't it?

Eastern Europe Trip Day 1 & 2 (19/12 & 20/12)

OKays, I was with baby at clark quay until a call from my mum came. She than told me that my flight was on 19/12(Friday),
but before everything, she told me that my plane was on the 20/12(Saturday). So upon hearing that, I jitao pia cab go home,
reached home at around 7, waited till 10 than leave home =.= wasted baby's and mine money. omg, POOR X3! haha. Anyway, my parents
and I, + eldest bro + eldest bro's gf, made our way to terminal 1 for check in. We were taking Emirates from SG to Colombia then
then to Dubai, then to Frankfurt. The transit is MADNESS and DAMN TIRING, but the in-flight services are POWER. The tbee is like
2X bigger than SIA siol, GODLY SHIOKNESS. Meals on board was shit as usual, but didn't reallu have a choice though. Fastforward,
reached Frankfurt, Germany at around 9pm SG time, 2pm Germany time. That wasn't the end of hell. We still need to take a coach for
ONLY 7 HOURS to Dresden, some part of GERMANY too. OMG =.='' plugged in mp-san and slept through out most of the time, i even missed
the toilet stop. LOL. Upon reaching Dresden, coach headed to some CANTONESE RESTAURANT in GERMANY for some chinese cruisine. Food wise
was okay, 45/100. BUT was amazed that so many germans were patronizing the restaurant too! I think is just like we SG-reans see Sakae
sushi like godly sushi, but i think at japan is like 40/100 too ba. haha. Now in Hotel Residenz Alt Dresden, wifi charges at 0.12 euro/min,
not going to connect for today, but now typing in notepad to avoid my STM post. haha. Now, 6.31am SG time, -7hrs, would be 11.31pm Germany time.
Tomorrow will he beading down to the city of Dresden for sight seeing and changing of hotel too. Exhausted from the travelling time, now is time for my
prison break dosage! PB SEASON 4 EPI 01 hahahhahahahahahhaa. miss baby loads. SMS chrages is GODLY HIGH here. damn.

Outside my Hotel, Hotel Residenz Alt Dresden (Previous 2 days was transferring from Singapore - Frankfurt - Dresden)

City of Dresden, many historic monuments

Dresden Zwinger, Frauenkirche Church

Confession Room!

This is THE CHURCH ORGAN, yes, the one you always have that sound in your mind!

The beautiful and peaceful inner church, you can feel the holiness even from the peektures. Really, really beautiful.

The outside of the church

The next place was the Royal Palace

Me & My Bro. Thats a REAL guard! He's fierce, serious!

Me, Papa, Mama, Eldest bro outside the prestigious gate

Look at the sky covering the city, beautiful.

Surrounding the Royal Palace

**Peektures will not be detailed as previous post as i myself hav forgotten where is where! haha.

2009-01-01T15:04:00.003+08:00

Hi all, HAPPY NEW YEAR AGIAN! Well, it seem that I'm not the only one stuck at home for countdown and new year day itself. haha. Anyway, I've decided to continue on the Genting 2008 trip as left only a page of peektures. haha.

**updated on the pop-up, please do not just press enter for 4 times! haha, must read mar =)

Genting Trip (Continued Part 4)
Today, we went to the theme park, and here are some views of the outdoor theme park from various points.

yups, and Mr Kuang wanted to reverse time, so he set a time MAC-hine XP

AhMao joined him too, just like what you see in movies. 2 persons, 2 hands joined together, 1 beating heart, 1 ride, 1 cabin, 1 love...... 1 class(what you thinking sia!)

After that, we met and went for go karting! haha, brilliantly fun!

Stars, guys also can do hor.(=.= mao, abit gay leh, thanks to your idea, nb XP)

This one ladies cannot do.(don't have how to do!)

leylong leylong, 2nd hand shoes for sale, buy 1 get 2 free, 3 for 10 dollars!

After that, it rained, so we made our way to the indoor theme park, but something happened halfway.

His eyes bigger than my palm =.=

Big eyes, big body, big err, ahem.

To tell you all a secret, we were actually high on drugs.

Me buying again from a street peddler.

Thanking the dealer for the good deal, 5 Power walnut for only 10 bucks!

What the.....

Ate a pill, mao decided to call yilin while I bonk him from behind!

Was caught by the local authorities, staircase of the police station.

Behind bars, I came out first, took a picture while he was still inside, our camera nearly kena confiscated lah.

The rest bailed us out, happy together again =)

Was hungry in the lock up, took a flying cab to a nearby restaurant.
But... that was not the end, walnut pill wasn't that weak, it lasted even when we were out of the lock up.

**I like mao face man. POWER~

**He can take 2 bodoh!

**Where's my money?

**Mao must've wore a free kiss banner!

Came down of the cab, and we drove to the restaurant with our various street cars(RX-8,RX-7, WRX-STu, EVO 8, Mercedes SBS bus =.=

to be continued.....

Preview
"The FINALE"

2008-12-31T23:51:00.003+08:00

hello everyone! im finally back from easter europe. omg. haha. today is countdown, and i thought there was gonna be a big party organised already, but im here typing means there's nothing for me out there! haha. wanted to meet baby, but since she's busy having fun with her secondary school girls, than i decided not to meet her ba. anw, she told me she will be partying till 8am tml and replies were short, i dont think she will call me that soon also, so i shall go find some other things to do. (if there is) agn, alne, asusual. home sweet home.

2008-12-11T22:36:00.003+08:00

Daily Post
HOKAYS GUYS! I was thinking that i should finish up on the genting trip 2008 as im going overseas next week, need to prepare for more blogging stuff after i come back. haha!

Genting Trip (Continued Part 3))
So you see the picture of a person smoking? Yup, you're right! it's XIAO SHAUN! haha, bad bad, he taught me how to smoke actually XP ANYWAY, we took loads loads of pictures.

Boss No.2(No.1 was XIAO SHAUN!)

This one don't need to say also know, you mean you don't know the boss of all the bosses?

Told ya!

The FINGER says it all =)

and The Last Picture before we leave the stupid RED GENTING sign in all the pictures!

after that, we headed down to starFUCKS to have a taste of hot choco drink in the cold night. haha, and shaun was still playing with the CIGAR!

and we took a picture of out choco...........

after we drank half of it away. haha.

well this picture just proves it, the black ones are always outcasted by the white ones, isn't it true? haha. Minority fails them, too bad =)

okays, after a half hour shiokness of choco and 'fresh' air from genting, we decided to walk back to our nests, but through the outside road, which is cold...and.....dark....

but....................................

WE HAD FUN,on the roads!

oh, and this was suppose to be on a magazine for some advertisements i think =)

and after a day of 1/3 fun, it's finally hotel sweet hotel =)

to be continued.........

PREVIEW

'A DAY AT THE THEME PARK'

2008-12-02T18:35:00.004+08:00

when suddenly i found out that everything is the same as you, i feel so copied, disgusted. how i wish i could copyright my stuff. you make me really hate you. i never had this feeling for a very very long time. you've waken the devil in me. dont beg for forgiveness, for you will go through a phase of shit before you die. i wish you a pleasant journey to hell, for causing unhappiness not only my life, and also my love one. i shall prey everyday, to see you in the obituaries. where no one cry for you at the funeral, where people will just thought you didn't existed. dont force me, you fucking bastard. my limits are reaching.

2008-11-27T21:24:00.002+08:00

Daily Post
hello all, just finished a class chalet at changi with a group of wonderful friends. Haha, AWESOME! Anyway, now is the very shag, like want to sleep don't want to sleep feeling! haha. Oh and ya, i finally log in into my friendster account! And just accepted a couple of friend request which was dated 987654321 years ago. haha.

Genting Trip (Continued Part 2)
Yups, so we arrived at our destination point, after around 40 mins after arriving at KL. We found the hotel lobby, and me and bryan was like WTF?!

This is the hotel lobby, and still must take queue numbers for check-in. Raymond and Shaun went to another side to check if there was another special check-in for booked rooms already and Teck Kuang went to wee wee, so me and bryan stayed back to look after bags and stuff and took some pics. haha.

Me and Bryan

Random hotel signboard

so after a couple of minutes, all were back and alas, there was really another registration counter for us, so we headed off.

Upon reaching the other counter, we still needed to take queue number =.= Number was "7125". Then some GUYS said that a man wanted to purchase out number for RM500 so he could check-in faster, and me and bryan was like HOLY SHIT!

(BOTAK SPOTTED) As you can see, the number is already at 7121-7122, so why not? RM500 LEH, DROP FROM HEAVEN ARG, and so, we sold the number =D

Bryan with the CASH $$

Yups, and that was actually a lie =.= some GUYS dua us, tmd =.= haha, but soon, we settled the rooms stuff and proceed to the lift to unload our stuff, toilet craps and off we go to roam! YAY!

My Room

We were like 5 persons, so we played 'ohyapeiyasong', okay for all those who do not know this game, just pronounce oh-ya-pei-ya-song, and if you still don't know, open your house door, look over the railings, and play a game called 'PLEASE JUMP' =D And the results? Me Bryan and Shaun, Teck Kuang and Raymond.

We headed to down to the shopping centres to have a great look of genting, well, it sucked actually! haha.

Noodle Shop
We ate here on the second day and it sucked, well, costs us around S$10 each _|_

Some random pictures inside the shopping arcade. Pictures are kinda blured, camerman obviously STILL recovering from dizziness from the trip up the genting mountain! haha, joking!

Quantum of Solace 007 was just out, so we decided to catch a midnight movie, so we headed to the box office like 8 hours before the show? to buy tickets. SGreans instilled mentality ever since 'you me we' was under the control of P-A-P and M-O-E,
"Buy first, later don't have how?"

The Screen, was kinda amazed by the different type of seats they have, like, OSIM? woot.

I'm definitely not as strong, buy I'm very sure Mr Teck Kuang is can 1v1 sparring with this guy! HAHAHAH

THE PICTURE BELOW IS FOR THOSE WHO ARE OF 18 YEARS OF AGE

Mr Byran says "Well, your IP Address has been locked b/c your ain't 18yo"

OKAY LAH, NO MORE LIAO, DON'T GREEDY!

Clearer...

Sui lah

Yups, and is sadly the end of part 2.

Preview of Part 3

WHO IS THIS SMOKING?!

2008-11-22T14:54:00.003+08:00

YO peeps! sorry about the delay of the updation(oops, there's no such word!) of my blog, as I only blog when there's pictures, pictures tells a thousand words what! Anyway, I will be blogging about GENTING,MALAYSIA trip with some of my good buddies =)It is a 3D/2N trip, thus it will not be only 1 post, but a couple of posts, yups, so stay tune and don't miss updates!

Day 1(Singapore-Genting)

Morning took a cab down to golden mile to board a super 'shiok' bus. The seats are like business class seats on an airplane, big but cosy feeling. Everyone was excited, but sleepy because it was at the wee hours. No pictures was taken during the bus trip to the immigration point as cameraman was kinda tired too(correct hor mao XP). Get out passports stamped, and off we go, when our handphones start to switch operators, and some, didn't even had auto roam! haha.

Cameraman was awake, and started shooting like no one's business!

Nice bus with TV, was showing red cliff that the quality is worst than streaming online videos. Gave up watching and started to play psp, that i obviously brought along and nitendo ds lite by raymond.

Candid shot!

Raymond owns the bus.

Close up.

Teck Kuang EMO =(

Cameraman and TK

Roadside along the never ending expressway.

And after a few hours on the road, we finally reached KL =) before that, we stopped for lunch, but no pictures was taken.

As you can see the twin towers and lousy weather.

Close up.

Random roadside.

Trees together is a piece of beautiful art.

To be continued ..... =)(1/5)

*Keep the tagging coming on, i will reply =)
*Change of song
*Change of html for linkies.

2008-10-23T19:10:00.003+08:00

08B1, to the teachers, it may just be another class, to some of us, it may just be another passing group of students, but to me, it is definitely a bunch of very good friends that pulled me through my first yr of MI. In this year, the friendship that I made with them are unforgettable and incomparable. The birthday outings and wishes, the chalets, the escape theme park, the drinking, the mahjong, the smoking, the exams, the shit we went through as one under some teachers, these are things that will lie in me till when i am six feet under.

08B5, a class where i do not know anyone at all in the beginning, till a class where i know many of them. The outings we had to sentosa, the beach volleyball that they taught me, the basketball match that inspired me to play, the lan gaming, the chalets, the ai zai-ness of thier attitude, has also, greatly carved onto my heart in the deepest place, where it cannot be corroded.

And not forgetting, good friends that i made apart form this 2 classes. That are individually unique and fun to be with, be it small or large roles that they played in my life.

**To all, some of you will leave MI, and to venture into other adventures outside this A-level route, and in all honesty, it hurts for me to see you all leave. You all are already part of my life, and having to see you not beside me is like taking my soul away. The friendship may be just a couple of months, but the dept of the friendship has already been deeper than anyone before. I'm a quality person, rather than a quantity person, the friendships will last, till my last breath. I hope that whenever you are in this world, whatever you become in the future, our friendship, our days in MI, will never be forgotten. Till tomorrow, our fate is decided. May this be a post of me to you, the deepest words that are meant for you that is spoken from my heart. God Bless whenever your are, and you're always in my prayer. Thank you my dearest friend.

无论将来如何，我都要感谢你，感谢你来到我的生命中，带来了美丽、快乐，感谢你给了我永远珍视的记忆。

************* If any of you need my help in anything, i will, do my very best and within my capabilities to help you. Thank you my friends for being there for me in this year.

2008-10-19T20:58:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps, today is kinda lazy day, dota for quite long since someone is slping soundly after toning for the whole night! haha. nvm, let her slp. was thinking what to post for today, and went emo, after thoughts of the revealing of exam results next tuesday. this meant that many of my friends are going to leave MI! i dont want that to happen man, without them, is like the school is DEAD. and somemore is all my good buddies lah! what to do, life is like this. sian. emo liao lah.

anw, J Lin Jun Jie 林俊杰 - Sixology JJ陸 new album is out, if you peeps want it, post it to my shout out box, so i know whether to upload for all or not.

**AhRon has become XiAo EMo for the time being.

2008-10-13T16:14:00.001+08:00

IT'S BEEN A DAMN LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATED. lol. hahas. okays, MR JAY album is out. Gonna post a link for you all peeps to dl if you are not going to buy his album! haha.

**Upload is not posted by me. Thanks =)

Here =D http://www.mediafire.com/?itgehzxyjgm

2008-09-21T18:17:00.004+08:00

was it betrayal? or was it a blessing in disguise. Now i finally understand what is the meaning of 'ignorance is a bliss', well, i was enlightend by my dearest. As lucky for that person, my dearest and i took it positively and we understood each other more, and made us love each other more. (You fcuking heng), if not .... next time i shall watch my words. You must undestand, it's not whether i was hurt, but it's whether my dearest was hurt. IF ANYTHING HAPPEN TO HER, i make sure that person rot in hell. Sooooo, shall i say FCUK YOU, OR THANK YOU? hmmm. thanks.

**Let this post be a past and we those who read it, please please please reformat your 'com' =)
**This post is just a silly post that i wanted to pour my anger out. BUT. I'm okays guys =)) It's the past.

2008-09-05T13:37:00.002+08:00

OOOOH, it's been a long time since i've blog man. End of years exams are closing in, i'm left with 24 days, i think, and i should be studying right now. Now i don't even know whether i can stay on this 'league', i'm scared, seriously. I need a light to guide me through this shit, it's like taking o levels the first time where if you dont make it, its gg for you. Studies studies and more studies, that's all i can hold for now. Studies, Tuition, Band, Family, Friends. I don't know whether i can hold on anymore. Everytime i tell myself it's just 5 things, you have 2 hands, why not add another 5? But if i add another 5, I don't know what will become of me, would i be feeling the strong winds gliding across my face, competing speed against gravity, and to see who reaches the ground first? or perservering this phase of life in this age.

Anyway, just watch 4bia a few days ago, it sucks for first 3 parts but shiok for last part, the 'last frieght' i think, overall 3.5/5 ba. Yesterday went to Kbox-ing with b3 and b1 ppl to celebrate my san(3) sao birthday, and to mourn/celebrate my decision of some things that i actually don't want to interfere and let nature takes its course, but the time is wrong, and it left me with no choice but to take control of it before the hurt gets deeper.

*Girl, I'm sorry, but the time is wrong now. I really appreciate what you did for me for the last few weeks, the care, the love that you shower upon me. If you ask me whether the feeling is good when i talk to you face to face, i can tell you, it kills and i really hate to bring up the subject, fearing that it will break you fragile heart. But i know it's only a matter of time, that we have to face it no matter what. You told me that you will wait, but in my heart, i don't want you to be tied down because of me. I don't want to be a cage that prevent you to fly to the outside world. For the years to come, i really, really hope that if you ever fell for someone or to accept another person in your life, just forget me and persue your love. I will not bleed, but will in return, bless and help you if you ever needed me. I can't predict the future what will happen between the two of us that's why i dare not make any promises. The way ahead would not be easy from the point the clock strikes 12, and i know it will be a start of your nightmare that you hate but i really got no other better choice. If you were me, I really want to know what will you do? What will be the future of us if we start now?
And i know sorry here would not heal the wounds that i had cast on you, but i still have to say that ... I'm sorry.

Reach for your goals and never, never be distracted by anything from it.
You are a really really nice girl, and i don't want to lose a good friend like you. May god guide and bless us.

2008-08-24T13:16:00.004+08:00

As promised since the last post that this post will be pictures and less words, it shall be! haha. All the photographers are by me beloved Motorola Razr2 V9 unless stated otherwise =D

Celebrating JOJO Bday at KBOX Cineleisure.

The bday girl cuts the cake!

Cyn and Jo

MK and Jo

Eddy and Jo

Jo and Nic

The couple and Jo (Rachelle and Si Yuan)

Jo and Me (Who's the lousy photographer, loves the wall rather than the people in the picture + poor cake was not inside =X)

Jo and Bryan

The ROOM

Cake in Face (Tradition)

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This time, a drink at alps pub with below 42 vodka.

Small gifts from some of us

MK and Jo

MK and Jo '2'

Danni and Jo

Danni and Jo '2'

Jo is horny (loves ppl butt =D)

Me and Jo =D

She's happy!

No, she's sad in d heart =(

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After that, went to paradiz and played some NOOB pool(because i noob mar)

Pose for the camera!

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During the week, one of my bro, jon's grandfather passed away. Went to the pay respect in the house his grandfather stayed. It's quite small, just that the house cost only S$14m and to renovat a small dining room costs about S$200k =D

The H.I.M wants to bring the pillar home =)

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Oh and some up to date pictures in sync with up to date news =X, the next picture is a fact of SG in the next 10 upcoming years.(On second thought, make it 5)

Well, fello SG-reans, want to see your flag like this? or a flag you see since you were born at KK or some other lok cok hospital(that time medical service in sg = gg)? SG is turning into a country with FT(Foreign Talents), which i call them 'Fcuking Talkcock', that treats OUR place as a medium to their home country(eg: as our education here is tok kong). There are many issues over the 'LJ.W'(I know is L.JW) at the olympics representing SG in BJ, which she is also quite known for her legendary nickname, 'Lan Jiao Wei', equipped with 'superb' TT skills that has an 'outstanding' record of 11-3 score on an average(Please note that LJ.W scored 3)! I shall post some of her pattern she chu in BJ(her homeborntown).

**Somehow they like a letter 'J' behind, hmmm ~

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*PS: The content below mentioned is not by me, but some other Pro-SG that post online.

Li Jia Wei national disgrace during Beijing Olympic opening ceremony?

This year our flag bearer is none other than table tennis player Li Jia Wei. This PRC fellow has earned us several medals and recognition at regional games and secured 4th place at the 2004 Athens Olympics. Well done to her.

BUT...

WHY IS SHE OUR FLAG BEARER? WHY IS SHE LEADING TEAM SINGAPORE CONTINGENT?

Just because she has earned the most number of medals amongst them? Or is it because our beloved government thinks she is capable to bring home a trophy in 2008 Olympics?

Why allow an ex-PRC (Beijing-er)-turned-Singaporean lead our team in Beijing?

Why can't they get a born-and-bred Singaporean be our flag bearer? Even he/she may not have earned medals at least we can announce proudly he/she is a native and not a Singapore-purchased plush animal.

That daring PRC allegedly volunteered and our beloved government unanimously agreed.

WHAT THE HECK?

Fine. Let's assume our government favors FTs over locals and wanna show the world our country is open to FTs and what great benefits they have in store (representing SG as a flag bearer in your once-countrymen-now-opponent's territory).

Now look carefully.

Not just once. She literally swept the tracks throughout.(With the flag)

Of those who sympathize her said, "she's a girl, she's petite, she has no strength cos flag too heavy". Wow! I'm amazed. So many lame excuses.

What about this?

Now get your facts right first.

She's a girl - yes, I know, but there are many other girl representatives out there who brought glory to their country by waving high with pride.

She's petite - 1.72m for an Asian girl ISN'T petite

She has no strength - ok, so you're telling me that sportsmen/women have not enough strength to carry? firstly, at the end of halyard there's this red thing being tied around her waist that supports the weight of the flag. secondly, if she knows that it is heavy and hard to balance, she can jolly well use both hands to support and focus on 100% on balancing the flag in an upright position instead of waving frantically at ex-fellowmen hence allowing it to be slanted and touching the ground.

For those who blame on accidental mistake, here's why not. How many times do people get to represent their country during international event and chosen to be the flag bearer in their life? This paid-'Singaporean'-FT ought to be proud and happy or at least ACT proud and happy because Singapore PAID her to do the job. Moreover, she is an athlete so she MUST have strength and even determination to withstand the weight of our nation's flag. Secondly, what category is she competing in? Ping Pong??? Shouldn't these table tennis players have strong and flexible arms and wrist? Or is her wrist too flexible that the flag swung to the ground?

Yes. Germany's flag did hit the ground. But do you see the stark contrast?

He is a born-and-bred true blue native German. AND he is smiling, his exuberant smiles are full of national pride and glory, and he is waving happily.

What about this?

OMG. She looked as if she was leading a ministerial funeral contingent.

Anyway, with such genuine expression, she can easily get into certain minister good books of shortlisted candidates who will lead his/her funeral.

This is what I call role model:

You see! Her build is probably similar if not smaller than Li Jia Wei. Yet she carries it with pride, holds flag totally upright using both hands and focused, and walking ahead with full confidence. And yes, obviously a native Japanese.

**NEXT IS HARDCORE

Check out one of her interviews on CCTV. (see 26:30)
Interview link: http://tieba.baidu.com/f?kz=426895254

This was what she said in regards to 2008 Beijing Olympic Games - "希望在08，希望我又是一个北京人，又是一个中国人，我想能在自己的本土在自己的地盘上能够取得一个奖牌"

Witness how our purchased-product betrayed all of us on China National TV. Clearly to her she is still a PRC at heart. Does her million-dollar contract not include an important clause that states she should go around claiming she is 新加坡人 instead of 中国人 as she is holding a Pink IC?

Surely by now all of us sane people would know Li Jia Wei is a HYPOCRITE BETRAYER!!! and a further disappointment to taxpayers' money! Of course government won't feel a pinch since they're earning peanuts and paying tax is like throwing peanut shells. Only peasants like us would understand. Well that's life on this sunny island.

Although I dislike (not hate) Li Jia Wei and all other sports FTs, I hope Team Singapore will return with at least one medal this time...after 48 years.

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With regards to this topic, I've recently been given a GP times essay a few weeks back, and 1 of the topic was: Should SG import FT for sports(something like that)?
Well, it's the obvious. Okays, I shall stop here( 0_0 , my longest post ever =D) haha. peace, and god bless Singapore.

2008-08-22T00:30:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps! haha, as usual haven been 'bombarded' by my lovely friends for not updating my blog! haha. The past week had been quite busy and tiring as usual, attended some MORE bday parties, because jojo bday was around the corner last week. haha. took quite a number of photos, and this post shld be more pics and less words for this week! haha.

**Uploaded a collection of photos for download.
http://www.mediafire.com/?k0ik04tx1xs

**pictures are now in the progress of uploading...please wait while aaron is loading XD

2008-08-05T23:49:00.002+08:00

HAIS~~~~ it's gonna be another tiring week again. sian, but this week started off quite well when i received my POA mini test on disposal, i got 14/15 leh! haha. 1st time my POA so qiang, felt so shiok! haha. anw, i planned my goals for this year end of years liao, to be in the list for the top in PU1 students! haha, but it's abit un-realistic, haha. hmmm, but i believe i can make it de, with the support of my beloved friends and that special someone. haha.

oh, and my beloved friends, please understand that sometimes it's not that i don't want to provide full-scap paper or some other stuff, but it's like so many ppl asking from me and it's not 1 or 2 or 3 times, it's like everyday, so i will get pissed off sometime kays? i'm not shooting anyone here, but just want you to understand my situation can? =) and anw, YOU ARE ALL STILL MY BELOVED FRIENDS as i always say that in my heart.

**random is love =D

2008-08-03T14:03:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps! It's been a very long time since i updated my blog! haha, sorry guys, been busy with school stuff. Since my new school started, I've been going home at 10pm everyday, it's very tiring everyweek, and the biggest problem is that i can't finish my work! How i wish there's 28 hours in 1 day, hais. Anyway, yesterday was at PLAZA SINGAPURA for a school event named MI MART. My group was selling sponge roses, HANDMADE. Ya, and I learnt from 1 of my teamates, and people called me ah gua =.=, some even say " WA AARON ARG, MAKE ROSES, SURE BO? " hmmm, why can't i make roses? haha. Anyway, business was bad during the day, but was crazy during the night as all prices were slash till like 7 shirts for $1? LOLS!

My expenses were high too, spending like $40 to support my friends from other booths. But I feel it's perfectly alright! Since many of us can't even cover the cost of our stuff we bought, so I don't mind helping them out ba. Anw, that's all for this post! haha. NEXT major event, plan for my baby bryan birthday =.=! and may birthday party =D

**MIA girl

2008-07-14T21:55:00.002+08:00

0_0 it's quite happening these few days , well, to me yes! HAHA. Just had National Band Comeptition 2008 1st Division on Saturday. MILLENNIA INSTITUTE GOT SLIVER =.=! ULTRA MIRACLE, ya it's sliver we are talking about. haha, well i know the judging is crappy, and in syf is bronze or maybe cop ba. Anw, it's over finally, and now it's time to focus on my NIESB (YOUTH) band =DD haha. 24th July 2008 Int'l Band Festival 2008 is coming, like more anxious that stupid nbc. haha. oh, and ms.JN starts my everyday a fuck-ed up day, i believe my close Millennia friends will know who's that, yup, that BITCH _|_ =.= and we the LAMBS shall warmly welcome out new friend, ms.sylvia into out family =D ** claps claps and she's yanzhen(YYSS) cousin lah! wa, the world is so small man! haha.

**Updated pictures =D

2 BIGGG people squeezing in an MRT CHAIR =.=!

Brothers.F

Do I Look Nice? haha, yup and teo.

2008-07-06T18:02:00.004+08:00

0_0 It's been awhile since i updated my blog! haha, and MAYwoon is complaining to me to update myself XD haha. Hmmm, but there's nothing to blog what! haha, okays okays, let's see. I've been gaining weight since i've not been exercising for the past 1 month! oh man, i really need to be in PE man. Now than i appreciate PE, haha, quite a miracle. Oh, and i made an achievement the last week! I SUCCESSFULLY COMPLETED PRISON BREAK SEASON 1 =.= lols. I know is CMI lah. haha. Now season 2 and i can't stop watching! Once you pop, You can't stop (Pringles Ad).

**updated song (SUPER NICE & I LOVE IT)

2008-06-21T01:53:00.002+08:00

WOOT, OMMMMMGGG! MYE are like in 3 days time, and i haven't even touch a single shit yet. Oh MG = GG. SIAO LIAO. Don't know how to survie leh. Well, nothing intresting about. Tomorrow, go celebrate junella bday, but go for awhile nia, want to go home and MUG, ya, drink root beer MUG =D

**oh ya, trying to stop using 's' behind already. TRYING HARD THOUGH! Give me time XPP
**this time alot of old pictures, really, damn old.

"SIAM, MY SEAT" t-pi-cal SGPrean.

Welcome to my house =D my cup, cute anot XP

2008-06-10T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hi my loyal peeps! hahas, as usual I've been receiving nags to update my blog! hahas, sorry people due to last week VERY heavy and tiring schedule. hahas, let's see what i had last week. Hmmm..... WOOT, i had CLASS CHALET! yeah, hahas, it was like fun with my classmates for the first time we spent so much time together! hahas, and we know each other less than 6 months? hahas. Many people were drunk and high AS USUAL XP Lols, and i manage to TONG XIAO for 1 night only, thinking of my stamina last time(2 days never ZzZ)! hahas. Actually, is not i don't want to ton, but on the third day i had extra lesson and tuition in the afternoon, if i tong xiao, i really can become XIAO! hahas, oh, and we went to ESCAPE THEME PARK on the second day. Hahas, was actually quite expensive for me, like S$17.70, NA BEI. So i make sure i make use of it! hahas, went to all the rides and took like more than 3 times? hahas, of course the ADVENTOUROUS me, DON'T CARE ABOUT SAFETY and people put seat belts, i jitao BOCHAP, is SIBEI SONG! If you all go to theme parks, must really try, but if die liao, don't come find me hors! HAHAS. But going there was a experience for me despite all the bad comments from my friends. hahas, now at least i got a reason for myself not to step into that CRAP theme park another time. Played the go cart or something like that, speed all the way as usual, and HUI SHI was like so fed up with 1 guy that consistenly banging her? hahas, should be la, than ah bin and me go 'warn' that guy, hahas, he small kid nias. LOLS! we machiam like bully sias. hahas. Oh, any LYNX came on the second night! but like come for chalet for 2 rounds of mahjong and we went to punggol to put some stuff at MAOO house and we bus-cab to downtown east because her PAPA want to fetch her. hahas, (stay tune for her R(A) PICS) AND birdy bday was like 2 days ago, yups, I was having NIE band so could attend for dinner with them. HAPPY BDAY TO BIRDY(AND HONG ZHEN ALSO =))Well, that's the highlights for last week! hahas! PICTURES TIME =)))

**Went to SEAN house last night, and WOOT, italy and the dk who 2-0 sias. ITALY NOOB LA!LOLS!

Escape Theme Park =))

Bus down to IKEA to take CAB for LYNX!

BIRDY BDAY (at FAR EAST PLAZA ENTRANCE =.= PS LIKE SIAO)

Under past at Orchard MRT

I promoting camera lens!

Wisma Astria! WHAT WOMEN WANT. Better experience ^^

Dinner at Swensens

With the BDAY girl!

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LYNX THE AH LIAN?! SMOKING IS BAD FOR HEALTH!

TIO GAY BY MAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! DURING FIRST NIGHT I THINK XP

2008-06-01T15:26:00.002+08:00

June holidays are rolling in, and my PDA is full of appointments! Well, there is never a holiday for me at this age, time, isn't it? hahas, was 'enlisted' to NIE Youth Band yesterday, still praying to the almighty god above for his wisdom to lead me on the next 2 months(competition in July). Fears in me drift around my spine every now and then on how to cope with my studies and current band. Well, there's no turning back now, just have to look forward and plan carefully using my 'superb' time management skills to survie.

Enough of lengthy words, it's time for PICTURES! XP
-Last week went to eat pizza hut student meal on 1 of our dip. day.
-HP pics =)

Fire Chicken

Hungry?

OUR LUNCH XP

Proves my V9 is good=)

2008-05-26T22:46:00.008+08:00

OOOOOOOO~~ It's been ages since I've updated agns! Oh no, my friends are going to kill me! hahas, I will put pictures from now to indicate what happen during the week(If I ever took pictures) hahas! Just briefly stating what happened, had our MI sports day at out own field! hahas, took a few pictures of it. I went because LYNX was having cheerleading, so must see! hahas, see how she will fall! hahas, well, that's the main point isn't it? hahas. Then had MI Symphonic Band Concert at out centre stage~ It was like, eeeeeeeeeeeee. But I was happy because all the ticket money was full ours! hahas, didn't need to go to expenses like rent of stage and bla bla. CHALET IS FREE PLUS GOT PROFESSIONAL TO COOK FOR US, well, sounds like heaven ? Let's see next week ! hahas, from 23456 of JUNE 2008, I'm going for chalet! hahas. Oh ya, there was this CIP thing, well it was quite boring i thought, my team were suppose to spread the dengue message thing? Well, I feel that most people knows, but do not bother to follow. So most 'entertainers' just basically 'entertain' us. LOLS! hahas!

**PS : I will try to use correct engligh from now on! But if there are any mistakes. DONT BLAME~!!! hahas XP

Sports Day Carrying My House Flag!

Who the F*** Was That? (POINT MIDDLE FINGER)

A Group Photo (Ever Since When Sias...)

The Future Presidents!

Xian Hua (Salty Flower = Shortie!)

My Section Leader (A.K.A LoanShark , I always kena spray paint)

Some Henderson EX-MAJOR (NOT MY GF, STOP ASKING!)

The Aaron(S)

Ai Zai Aaron(S)

Hui Shi (The Name I Love to JIAO SHAUNG!)

Joanna (The Clubber - a.k.a Joanne XP)

Joanna and LYNX!

The Hilmi (CONFIRM PRO PRO PRO FLUTIST, PLUS CHOP!)

Aaron Yap & Hilmi

CIP (Fierce bo?)

Smiles (Lousy PHOTOGRAPHER Sias XP)

Wei Chong, Teck Guan, Sean, Bryan and ME(Sitting Down)(Still NOT fierce?)

2008-05-13T23:27:00.006+08:00

LOLS~! LONG LONG LONG TIME NEVER UPDATE LIAO!!! And my friends are pestering me to UPDATE?! hahas, okays okays, i shall try to update everyday okays my dearest friends! hahas, anyways, this few days in school, hmmms, or shall i say in class, there are a wars going on mans! Is like, WTF?! hahas, (oh no, i shldn't be so vulgar) hahas, errs, ya. With the MR "We had a fair Competition" guy, well, common target for all i should say? and ....... my PDG peeps! They are having a war too, well, i'm not really having a war but, just keeping distance only ( Correct hors MAY WOON XD) LOLS~!

*Some pictures on how my dearest classmates celebrated my BDAY for me=) love you all ~
**And STOP ASKING ME WHY I CHOSE MICKEY CANS?! HAHAS, I LOVE MICKEY OKAYS! lalala~!

MORE TOMORROW!!!!

2008-03-11T18:21:00.006+08:00

SORRY ALL !!!! XDDDDD . Apparently my com has been confiscated by myn parents . Hahas , so cant really update my blog for the time being luh . Sians ~~~! But what to do , admitted to MI (the 3 Year JC) then must pia luh . LOLS ~! So now I can only use my friend's com nor . LOL , my poor friends ! hahas . Recently went to watch quite a lot of movies and even had a section outing with my secondary school juniors ! hahas .

In My New School Uniform =)

2008-02-13T00:08:00.000+08:00

Just went to bugis street just now ! hahas , went to play lan with ah lix , ale and vin . Then came ah jian , well , i believe he cab down agn? hmmm . Shld be after sending his gal home or smth bas . well , jian , even if you didnt promise us that you will go lan after pool , but you dont need to be so .... on the phone with vin whats . 'I also never promise you I will go' or smth like that . Dont you feel that is abit .... up? Its like a few days back , when gerald and we all at amk , deciding whether to go your house or not . Well , i know it doesnt concern you or smth , but if that day me , lix and ale can just say that we didnt promise gerald to go your house what . imagine what will gerald feel ? what will gerald do ? what impression im giving him about me ? I know you have your own probs , balancing time or whatever . Its all up to your own self to manage your time properly . If this type of simple management you cant cope , how can you take care of yourself in the first place ? furthermore , taking care of you girl ? its never easy to have a girl , i didnt say its impossible , but you need real good self discipline and good time management skills . In some circumstances , you have to choose either this or that , you cant really have both sides of the world . This is my 2 cents worth of advice , whether you read and remember it or you can just read and treat it as rubbish , it doesnt affect me , but it will certainly affect your present and future life ahead .

2008-01-27T21:04:00.000+08:00

LOLS ! I believe everyone who owns a blog will practically blog about their o levels score blah blah blah(if they were 16 of course!). But for me , i wont . Its because i believed whats over is over , say so much about it for what ! hahas , well . Just abit of it , my results was very unexpected mans! hahas . Really really , did not expected that i got it . Lets say , a guy like me always getting F9 for Amaths for whole 2 years , and for O's , a B3 ! Its like WTF MANS ! well , its over , now in a dilemma in choosing my courses . STRESSED ~

Enough about that . Well , tomorrow is work at the same place (DBS - HOUGANG) agns , today its the 27th , im gonna work till 5th , 1 more week to go? hahas . After that , its CHINESE NEW YEAR ! hahas , and guys , im going off to BATAM for CNY ! hahas . WOW , its like the last time was 10 years ago? yeah , 10 years ! hahas . See if got any changes there not , later like kns sias ~! hahas . Well , nevertheless , im gonna spend full use my time there before im posted to my new school ! hahas .

***oh no , i forgot about my egypt pics sias . tmd ~!

***Si lion ! update liao la !

2008-01-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

OH NOOOOOOOOOOO! WHAT THE HELL I WAS DOING?! i just read my ex best friend's blog ! ''http://rowenna-herlife.blogspot.com/2007_05_01_archive.html '' oh no , what the hell was i doing back then ? can someone tell me ? that wasnt me now , i swear to god mans , oh no . IF I HAD JUST READ IT 8 MONTHS AGO , JUST 8 MONTHS AGO , ON THIS VERY DAY ... IT WOULD NOT COME TO AN END . OH CRAP , WHAT WAS I DOING BACK THEN ? THE CHILDISH ME . i know i treated you real bad back then , i did not treasure you well enough , and i did not know what was i back then , really . i feel so guilty , really guilty for breaking your fragile heart . im terribly sorry for what i have done , i really did not know what was i back then ! i really wish i could repay you someday , just someday you wish to talk to me again .

why ? why god , you must do this to me ? why must my relationship has to be like a drama on tv ? why ? just tell me why ? maybe i know why .... you wanted me to change , thats why you took her away from me , forever . BUT WHY ? WHY MUST HER HEART BE BROKEN BEFORE I CAN REALISE MY OWN MISTAKES ?

SI HUI , i type in my blog , hoping you ever read my blog , i ask for your forgiveness for the way i treated you last time when i was with you . Forgive me for being arrogant , forgive me for being selfish , forgive me for being childish , and forgive me for breaking your heart . Please , i beg of you .

*but god , dramas always end with a happy ending , is mine going to be the same , or the opposite ?

2008-01-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

yoyo ! today i just realised that i need to chiong my data entry liao ! i got no time mans ! i got DBS work on friday at dbs hougang , but dont know which branch lehs , hahas , tml must call the manager liaos . hmms ,today i watched dou niu yao bu yao on my psp while typing , lOLS sias , it was so touching and i nearly cried sias , tmd , i never watch show cry 1 nor , oh man , its episode 07 ! today shall upload 08 onto my psp liao , hahas , den tml can watch angs !

sorry ! picture is too big lerh! hmmm , heres a brief summary of it!

九年前,小时候的HEBE遭到坏人追杀,逃到了某所高中的篮球场,刚好那时侯学校在举行斗牛的冠军赛,饰演学校最强的三大帅哥,垒歌,志群,小祥及时救下了小HEBE.不过救了小HEBE之后.三人就毕业了.9年后女主角HEBE长大来到了这所高中.其实早在9年前她就爱上了垒哥,并对志群等人很有好感, 但她并不知道他们人在何处,只好把这份来不及说出口的爱意放在心里,并把这份感情寄托在了这所9年前相遇学校的篮球队上,对篮球产生了热忱.......

演员
Hebe 贺军翔李威赵咏华

*Updated on songs : S.H.E - Ai Lai Guo
I love this song so much sias , very nice lyrics (LOVE IT SIAS) , very good vocals by S.H.E(esp hebe and selina in this song) WOOOT !
~ there is another song named 'ni zui jing hao ma' , really wish i can dedicated to her to ask her how she is doing now . but ... i think she will avoid me agns bas =(

*My egypt trip posts will be postponed till i uploaded the pics ! hahas , sorry all !

*NO CHANGE TO ah jian's LION ! LOLS , LION BRUSHING TEETH WITH ORAL B TOOTH BRUSH ! =.0

2008-01-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

OH!!!!! ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATED MY BLOG MANS ! hahas , yupp , its a darn long time liao ! hahas . sorry peeps , been busy with work(currently at bugis , if you want to know) and frequent gatherings with friends . oh ya , and ah jian has a new gf mans , shes like a .... LION ! (OH NO , shes going to kill me)! hahas , was kinda stunned that ah jian was in a problem and pop come out this zha bo (think from toilet bowl de) from nowhere . LOLS =.0 anyways , i give my full blessings to them bas , may them last 1314 3344 wors ! (poor ah jian , need to ren shou her roaring XD)

Work now is a ULTRA tiring project , and is really tiring . Its a so called data entry which my team (consists of 4) need to type finish 27,000 slips within 10days ... if its possible . Zzz , its crap big time mans , like chionging typing for everyday starting from 9am till 6pm . Zzz , i think im not getting enough slp mans , everyday is a tiring day . sians . heng we can 'da bao'(LOL , only my team understands!) , or else = GG .

Apart from work , well , leisure comes next . hahas , did i ever blog that i gotten my new PSP SLIM? hmmm , its icy silver in colour , mod , 4gb , bla bla . Costing me bout 400+ , kinda think it was a good deal though . Well , and there goes my SITEX pay into a investment of games till i go CRAZY ! hahas , now playing loads of games at 1 time , and all the games are like its damn hard to complete?! hahas , it will be much easier if SONY allow a plugin keyboard and mouse , tmd , so hard to control using arrow keys and shapes la! Oh ya , mine is from japan , so its 'enter' button kinda of different from other psp , yupp , didnt notice till my clique told me bout it . Been researching on it from websites , and found out that slim version is not that hack compared to the fat version , tmd , i wanted fat de nor , sim lim bo sell liao . apparently fat version has more external functions that can be installed into it . zzz , so UNFAIR la! LOLS ! nevermind , may the hackers hack psp slim too ! takes time nia , i shall patiently wait =)

oh ya , coming to that , ive also been watching an taiwan series named 'dou nui yao bu yao' , its main actress is hebe mar , my favourite lehs , mai siao siao . hahas , since ive got no time to watch on my com , i converted it to psp format to watch on it , hahas , thanks , i know im smart ! (bhb sias =.0) well , seriously it kinda saves time , i can watch it on my way to work ! hahas , after this will be 'gong zhu xiao mei' if im not wrong .

YAYS ! hail to my phone plan mans , its gonna end soon , this means a BRAND NEW PHONE FOR THE NEXT 2 YEARS ! hahas , still dont know whcih model to buy lehs , i wan the pda type de , got pen and touch screen de lehs , but dont know which model is good , zzz , can any1 advise me ? well , the strd phone looks kinda sians to me liao . and im gonna change soon mans , my current phone (K750i) is like ... you dont wanna see it (cancel button drop off) . Its like damn zzz nor ! tmd , last time was my back button , then i use double sided tape paste back , this time , my cancel button dont know go where liao . Zzz , sonyeric phones like damn chui sias , my nevertheless , its quite good for my friend ! his cybershot phone dropped from 4th floor of my school building , and in the end ... BO MAJOR TAIJI , ONLY SOME CASING DROPPED OFF NIAS! TMD , lucky asshole ! hahas , sorry ah lix ! so peeps , feel free to advice me ya? thanks in advance ! no budget , but at affordable price will be good for me !

hmmm , last 2 days ago , i think =.= , me , jia lat , ahlix , ahjian , lion went to shaw house at orchard de . went to walk 1st floor 2nd floor , cause we finding topshop ! lols , that 1 is isetan is it ? i dont know lehs . hahas , lol , topman got 1 black long sleeve is nice , but , its kinda ex sias , tmd 70+ sias ! like not ex ! so didnt buy anything nor , well but thanks to jia lat , lend me his membership card sias , yay , shall go 1 more time b4 cny ! hahas .

oh , and btw , i manage to get hold of my egypt pic lerh ! but , its kinda wierd that i always close my eyes during photoshoot ! hahas , maybe the sun in my direction bas ! hahas , cannot blame me !

*edited some links name (sitll got who , the LION nor ! XD)

*i will post a preview pic first !

>>> The first hotel I stayed in egypt ! nice christmas tree !

memories of you and me

2008-01-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

Today , its just another day , met jt and his errr , gerald , smart and andy ! went to penisula to try skinnies . well , was kinda pissed off by the sales fucker of the shop , i was like trying it out and he down there kpkb , say what if want buy dont want then dont buy . _|_ =)_|_ who the fuck wanna buy from you ? like his the only person selling skinnies for 20 bucks , fuck him ! so i make him du lan more , didnt buy from him ! hahas , he LL . after that , we walked to marina square , was kinda emo when i reached that area . Its been a very very long time since i entered that shopping mall , ever since , my last beloved period . It brought back memories , and was kinda emo the rest of the day . Went home without dinner , thought my home will have some food for me , but apparently , i made some bread and a cup of tea for dinner . zzz , am i so pathetic? LOLS !

2008-01-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

LOLS ! DAMN TIRED LA ! tmd , was wroking ytd night 8pm at carrefour suntec . Supposely an overnight job till 6am , den tmd ,the manager call us work till 11am ?! siao , we ytd (now after 12am liao) also got work at 6pm at the same place , then called carrefour to cancel it , but they never answer =.= so after work , planned to eat BK or MAC breakfast , den knn , in the end go eat Carls Jr LUNCH?! 1st time eating , so was kinda big for me . As usual , i dismember it ! LOLS , my clique should know my style bas ! hahas , only for certain occasions then i wont try to be so er xin ! hahas , after that , we all took cab go home , was like already fainting when i reached home . But felt worse for jk , cause he last 1 to stop , LOLS , SENAGKANG , good luck mans . i dont know whether his awake now , but i just wake up at 12am . from 2pm to 12am ? hmmm , never slept for so long in my life since quite along ago lerh . hahas , den was disturbed by calls from my hp during my dreams ! hahas , jian ting was the last to disturb me ! hahas , then couldnt sleep lerh . Ask me bout the same topic we usually talk when his down for the last week . Hmmmm , good that he got a girl he love , and a girl that love him to be there for him . hmmm , such a long time ever since i got that feeling lerh . hahas , so for all those who had found your the other half , treasure it and dont ever regret ! yuppp , thats all for today , erms , ytd i mean . hahas , now time to link friends !

*PS : shit , i cant hold of my egypt phtots ! tmd , when i get hold of it , i will blog of it ok ! till then =)

2007-12-30T21:32:00.000+08:00

Just touch down form EGYPT today , and you bet , I'm DAMN SHAG ! Over the 9D7N , I manage to take many many pictures , yeah . Wanted to blog about my whole trip here , but firstly , can someone help me !? I'm going to faint soon , not forgetting tomorrow there is a COUNTDOWN 2008 PARTY with my friends . LOLS , oh god , give me the strength I need , and the wisdom I need for my future . Thank You god . =) I'm a CHRISTIAN okays !?

2007-12-19T00:02:00.000+08:00

Today , hmmms , how should i describe this day , a dramatical and a disatrous day for someone to accept his fate ba . Morning , was abit dulan with my dad ! LOLS , he just off my alarm clock la ! wtf , lols , make me wake up late . Then reach suntec conv. hall late agns . tmd XD lols . no la , thats nothing actually =) hahas . BUT , today , a supposedly good friend of mine i trust quite alot , BETRAYED another good friend of mine , well , and his fate was decided by this friend . 2 words = GG , what more can i say AC ? Even i wanted to help you , but your actions has proven all . The words i put in for you to cover your true identity has blown off . Maybe i do not understand you well , but the words of your best buddies has proven yourself to me . Well , i still treat you as my friend but i will caution you of my actions towards you ba . Well , but im certain that your fate has been chosen by the group of us . I will still help you to get back the AC i knew the last time , but if some things i cant say , then i wont say . Wish you the best of luck in changing back , dont be a hongster , its not worth it . I will be back in 1 weeks time looking forward to see your change !

*Bye for my friends , hp still 24hr(Auto Roam mar) , plan for new year countdown lehXD sms me details , thanks alot . Love-d and misses

2007-12-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

LOLS ! these few days busy working in suntec convention hall 4 ! guess wad ?! Its Book Fest Time , and today is the first day ! but.............. ultra du lan . first thing first , so little people , getting customer is damn fcuking hard la ! second , in just 3 short hours , we kena 3 long and major complaints , hahah ! say we cope thier customers ! _|_ them , (but actually we abit despo also la !) hahas . Went to see my skin doctor in the night too , waited 1.5hrs , consultation within 5 mins , tmd . But manage to get my supply of medication for the next month ! and also some cough medicine , been cpughing badly , dont know why also . hmmm , just realised , i have not change my fwenster pic for like , hmmmm , lets say before O's? HAHAS!! See when got time take picture nor . Till Then!

2007-12-10T15:24:00.000+08:00

ok . im in the office now , manage to enter blogger.com nor . its like they block nearly everything except google and yahoo _|_ hahas . Hotmail oso tio blocked . kana , they scared ppl go there slack . hahas , no msn and EVEN web messenger sia . wtf . hahas . but pay here not bad , so dun really mind . hahas , kks la , gotta log off lerh , later the boss comje kan me .

2007-12-03T19:21:00.000+08:00

nothing to blog , just got this feeling in me suddenly .

這街上太擁擠
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有霧氣在被隱藏起過去
你臉上的情緒
在還原那場雨
這巷弄太過彎曲走不回故事裡

這日子不再綠
又斑駁了幾句
剩下搬空回憶的我在大房子裡
電影院的座椅
隔遙遠的距離
感情沒有對手戲你跟自己下棋

還來不及仔仔細細寫下你的關於
描述我如何愛你
你卻微笑的離我而去

這感覺已經不對
我努力在挽回
一些些應該體貼的感覺我沒給
你嘟嘴許的願望很卑微在妥協
是我忽略你不過要人陪

這感覺已經不對
我最後才了解
一頁頁不忍翻閱的情節你好累
你默背為我掉過幾次淚多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

2007-12-03T19:17:00.000+08:00

也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
你要离开我知道更简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

2007-11-30T00:53:00.000+08:00

At this time last year , i think i would be the happiest man on earth .
but at this time this year , i think i would be the saddest man on earth . just need a second to prove that i still love you , but you just pushed me away without anything . well , i know the answer now , and shall give up already . the long 5 months ive been waiting for you . good bye .

2007-11-26T04:44:00.000+08:00

Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You.

2007-11-22T20:00:00.000+08:00

When surfing the net for nothing ! and found some stuff that really enlightens me .

1、女人永远也不知道男人为什么要学会坚强？
因为他们自己知道，他们虽然外表坚强，但内心很脆弱，他们永远想让自己身边的她觉得自己是最棒的.

2、女人永远也不知道男人为什么不会轻易掉眼泪?
　因为他们自己知道，他们不是不会掉眼泪，只是他明白，一但眼泪掉下来了，这段感情也就结束了

3、女人永远也不知道男人为什么要在分手以后还会对她嘘寒问暖？
　因为他们自己知道，他们并不是想跟你做朋友，只是想挽回这段曾经属于他的感情。

4、女人永远也不知道男人为什么每次在听到她被欺负了会显得那么发狂？
因为他们自己知道，哪怕这次架打输了躺下了，他也会觉得高兴，因为他们宁愿自己受到伤害，也不愿意看到你哭泣。

5、女人永远也不知道男人为什么在分手以后会夜夜买醉？　
　因为他们知道，如果今晚不麻醉自己，那么今晚只能在思念中度过。　　

6、女人永远也不知道男人为什么每次出门会出手那么大方？
因为他们知道，他们宁愿自己一个人省吃检用，也不愿意你看到你被别人看不起。
7、女人永远也不知道男人为什么会那么爱对她发脾气？
　因为他们自己知道，对她发脾气并不是不爱她，只是希望她在以后的路上不被别人所欺骗。

8、女人永远也不知道男人为什么会那么在意你以前的男朋友？
因为他们自己知道，并不是他们不自信，只是他们害怕有一天你会离他而去。
9、女人永远也不知道男人为什么看到你为别人写的日记之后还会那么镇静的听你解释？
　因为他们自己知道，自己并不是不想发火，只是希望能从你的口中得知到底是他重要还是别人重要。

10、女人永远也不知道男人为什么总对她说我爱你3个字？
　因为他们知道，并不是不想说，只是他们自己明白1万句我爱你用在身上也不够。

2007-10-26T10:31:00.000+08:00

There's this song that I find which is very suitable to be related to my ex . The meaning behind the lyrics depicts that if i could go back time, i would nevr make the mistakes i've made and love her forever.

Its entitiled "Bring Us Back"

"When all is said and done,
and nothing matters anymore.
Are you a part of me.
It was so easy,
we had it all but it was all in vain.
I would have given more.

And now the stage is bare,
there's no one.
When it used to be so magical.
All the roles I played in,
never a happy ending.

I remember the first time you took my hand.
You said it was meant to be,
if love is yours then it will find a way to......

Bring us back where our love first started,
where did it all go?
Never thought that love could just slip us by,
but you're inside me,
I've been holding on.
A prayer in my heart (night I pray),
wish you would come running to me and,
Bring me back where love is our power,
Let's give love a chance,
and let me know this time you're gonna stay.
Oh baby, come to me,
I'll be waiting,
Let me hold you tight, won't let go,
Bring it back where love's so good.

And now the stage is bare,
there's no one.
When it used to be so magical.
All the roles I played in,
never a happy ending.

Bring me back where love is our power,
Let's give love a chance,
and let me know this time you're gonna stay.
Oh baby, come to me,
I'll be waiting,
Let me hold you tight, won't let go,
Bring it back where love's so good.

I know it isn't easy, sure I'll try,
I got this feeling we'll be fine...

Bring me back where love is our power,
Let's give love a chance,
and let me know this time you're gonna stay.
Oh baby, come to me,
I'll be waiting,
Let me hold you tight, won't let go,
Bring it back where love's so good.

Oh baby, come to me,
I'll be waiting,
Let me hold you tight, won't let go,
Bring it back where love's so good."

2007-10-13T05:10:00.000+08:00

O levels is near , and working hard on it . but losing faith on smth else . what can i do ? maybe i was never meant to obtain you . just have this bad feeling . shall i follow my feelings or not . in a dilemma .

2007-10-04T09:56:00.000+08:00

There may be days
when you get up in the morning
and things aren't the way
you had hoped they would be.
That's when you have to
tell yourself that things will get better.

There are times when people
disappoint you and let you down,
but those are the times
when you must remind yourself
to trust your own judgments and opinions,
and to keep your life focused on believing in yourself
and all that you are capable of.

There will be challenges to face
and changes to make in your life,
and it is up to you to accept them.
Constantly keep yourself headed
in the right directions for you.
It may not be easy at times,
but in those times of struggle
you will find a stronger sense of who you are,
and you will also see yourself
developing into the person
you have always wanted to be.

Life is a journey through time,
filled with many choices;
each of us will experience life
in our own special way.

So when the days come that are filled
with frustration and unexpected responsibilities,
remember to believe in yourself
and all you want your life to be,
because the challenges and changes
will only help you to find the dreams
that you know are meant to come true for you.

2007-09-11T17:41:00.001+08:00

tml grade8 piano music exam , gonna pia wib all i have den send tat bl;oody angmoh tester back to his country !!! whahaha .

2007-09-03T14:52:00.000+08:00

hmmm . someone updated blog le . that computer baichi oso know siaz XD oops

wish me luck for my grade8 piano exam X)

2007-08-20T15:53:00.000+08:00

Prelims are around the corner le , time for my goal to be test on . haha . 20 POINTS!! haha . gonna work hard on it XD

2007-08-09T22:37:00.002+08:00

hmmm , seldom online and check le , just no won the bus , thought of myself . really think that im still immature and childish . And i sill call people to be mature and not childish , haiz . i feel so guilty of myself . thinking i treat my ex very bad , and i to think i still want her back , i dun even have any right , or anything to deserve her love again . i didnt cherish her well . and to those who love me , really sorry , cuz i dont think im mature enough to be in a relationship now . this post is from my heart , not from my mind .

2007-08-09T22:37:00.001+08:00

2007-07-30T17:02:00.001+08:00

Is not i don't want to give up , but is i cant stop thinking of all the happy times when we were together .

2007-07-28T14:45:00.000+08:00

trying forget someone you love,
is like trying to remember someone you never knew.
You know you really love someone ,
when they are the last one you think about every night
and the first thing you think about every morning.
People say that if you truly love someone, you should let them go. But if you let them go, what makes you think that they will come back?

2007-07-18T17:14:00.000+08:00

feelings still strong likes it was yesterday .